There are times in life people just need to vent, and believe me I'm not different. If you don't vent you will eventually implode, believe me I've seen it happen and it's never pretty. But just because you vent, doesn't mean you're playing a victim to anything. Too many people jump to that conclusion, and it's quite annoying to be honest. It's actually healthy and constructive to vent, you get ideas out there, and solutions come from ideas. if you bottle them up they just fester and grow, ignoring issues is the worst thing a person can do because it causes stress which can lead to early death.
I choose to vent through this blog, why because I can let it out and not force anyone to listen. To me that's perfect, if someone chooses to read, then they do so own their own accord, and I'm fine with that, but don't get bothered if I write something I really never asked you to read. I try to mask my pain in public, I don't like showing my weak side to anyone, and let's be honest we all have that weak side whether we admit it or not. I choose to face mine, and conquer it day by day. No matter what you think of me, bottom line is I always overcome my problems in life one way or another, and that should speak more about me than any words I say or write.
If you want to know where I stand, then ask me in person. Don't just read something I write and assume anything, that's just stupid. I'm stronger than you know, because I don't run from who I am, I face my fears and I do something about it, that's who I am. I'm nobody's victim, and I will die before I become one, and the sooner you realize that the better off we are.
I love someone, yes I do, she is my one and only, but my life will go on either way. When someone loves you so truly, don't look at it as a bad thing, because love is never bad, rather try to understand why they love you, because reality is it might just be what you need, yet you keep creating excuses why it can't be. Be honest with yourself.
Bottom line, is this, I know I've gone above and beyond to prove myself to you and anyone else, I know my worth and how rare I am, and I'm done chasing anyone, if you want me, then come take me, that's just how it has to be for now on. You can make all the excuses in the world why it can't happen, and I don't care anymore, because the thing is anything can happen and if you want it to, then all you have to do is make it happen.
I choose to vent through this blog, why because I can let it out and not force anyone to listen. To me that's perfect, if someone chooses to read, then they do so own their own accord, and I'm fine with that, but don't get bothered if I write something I really never asked you to read. I try to mask my pain in public, I don't like showing my weak side to anyone, and let's be honest we all have that weak side whether we admit it or not. I choose to face mine, and conquer it day by day. No matter what you think of me, bottom line is I always overcome my problems in life one way or another, and that should speak more about me than any words I say or write.
If you want to know where I stand, then ask me in person. Don't just read something I write and assume anything, that's just stupid. I'm stronger than you know, because I don't run from who I am, I face my fears and I do something about it, that's who I am. I'm nobody's victim, and I will die before I become one, and the sooner you realize that the better off we are.
I love someone, yes I do, she is my one and only, but my life will go on either way. When someone loves you so truly, don't look at it as a bad thing, because love is never bad, rather try to understand why they love you, because reality is it might just be what you need, yet you keep creating excuses why it can't be. Be honest with yourself.
Bottom line, is this, I know I've gone above and beyond to prove myself to you and anyone else, I know my worth and how rare I am, and I'm done chasing anyone, if you want me, then come take me, that's just how it has to be for now on. You can make all the excuses in the world why it can't happen, and I don't care anymore, because the thing is anything can happen and if you want it to, then all you have to do is make it happen.
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