I love her so much, and I miss her everyday. But it's not her beauty or sexiness I miss, it's has nothing with my desire to be with her forever. No, what I miss more than anything from her, is being able to spend time with her, being able to talk and laugh with her about nothing and everything at the same time, being able to sit next to her and just be us, being able to out and spend time just chilling with her. That's what she forgets, I'm not like other guys, I think with the right head.
I mean don't get me wrong, I desire to be with her on that level, that I won't deny. But she means so much more to me then just that. Her friendship and presence comforts me, it cheers me up, relaxes me. I love who she is, her laugh, her jokes, her smile, and God those eyes just draw you in forever. A simple trip to the mall with her and her daughter, lunch or dinner just for fun, watching tv and chilling, anything really with her was just amazing to me, and her time meant the world to me, and I miss that immensely.
I never have been one to force my problems or views on anyone, I will share my views I confess, but never will I force them. And my problems, I've always had pride in shouldering them on my own with God, I have trouble asking for help even if I know I need it, I've always been that way, I've always been the first one to offer help to those I care about and the last one to ask for help, I'm just wired that way.
I dream of the day we're finally together, I dream of the life where we're happy together, and it's amazing. It may not be perfect, but believe me it feels like heaven on earth. Time with her is easy for me, time with her is priceless, and I always wish I could freeze time and make those moments lasts forever. When you really love a woman, you see past the physical beauty, and you see who she is and love her even more for that. Don't get me wrong, even I confess physical beauty is the ice breaker that gets all mens attention, but to keep us in love, we have to love you for who you are, if we don't, then I promise in time when looks fade so will that love. But with her, I can honestly say, I will love her as much as I do now even when she's 80, I will always love her as much as I do now even if she gets sick, my point is no matter what happens to her physically or any other way, I will always love her completely. I miss her, and I love her.
I mean don't get me wrong, I desire to be with her on that level, that I won't deny. But she means so much more to me then just that. Her friendship and presence comforts me, it cheers me up, relaxes me. I love who she is, her laugh, her jokes, her smile, and God those eyes just draw you in forever. A simple trip to the mall with her and her daughter, lunch or dinner just for fun, watching tv and chilling, anything really with her was just amazing to me, and her time meant the world to me, and I miss that immensely.
I never have been one to force my problems or views on anyone, I will share my views I confess, but never will I force them. And my problems, I've always had pride in shouldering them on my own with God, I have trouble asking for help even if I know I need it, I've always been that way, I've always been the first one to offer help to those I care about and the last one to ask for help, I'm just wired that way.
I dream of the day we're finally together, I dream of the life where we're happy together, and it's amazing. It may not be perfect, but believe me it feels like heaven on earth. Time with her is easy for me, time with her is priceless, and I always wish I could freeze time and make those moments lasts forever. When you really love a woman, you see past the physical beauty, and you see who she is and love her even more for that. Don't get me wrong, even I confess physical beauty is the ice breaker that gets all mens attention, but to keep us in love, we have to love you for who you are, if we don't, then I promise in time when looks fade so will that love. But with her, I can honestly say, I will love her as much as I do now even when she's 80, I will always love her as much as I do now even if she gets sick, my point is no matter what happens to her physically or any other way, I will always love her completely. I miss her, and I love her.
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