I'm not perfect, but neither are you or anyone else. And as I won't hold your mistakes against you, I'd appreciate the same back. I love you, that much is true and will never change, but even I can't predict the future. I don't know what life brings tomorrow or the next day and so on, but I believe my pain I feel when missing you will lead to a great reward and blessing. I don't feel living you is wrong, because I love you for the right reasons and I believe you are a truly wonderful person. Sometimes I feel you psyche yourself out a little and limit yourself by deeming something a success or failure before you really try simply because you feel you know what will happen based on your own personally feelings, but in time you'll learn from that and realize not even you can predict the future. Many times the one thing you just knew would fail winds up being your greatest success and vice versa, God has a way of doing this to prove how little we can predict things and prove we need to always have an open mind and heart.
I know you doubt me and my love, you doubt we can work and you feel we'll only lead to heartbreak. But let me ask you this, what is this based on, it's based on you constantly refusing to give us a chance which does break my heart, that isn't a viable fact, because you haven't given us chance, therefore you have no facts or real proof we would fail. Sometimes you just have to give things a real chance, and if we get hurt then so be it, but the reward could be a lifetime of happiness and love. Don't you think the risk is worth the reward. What do you have to really lose? If we fail in love, you're afraid we might lose our friendship or more, I understand that fear, but let's think about it. By refusing to give us a chance, and you realizing I will always love you, you still have lost what our friendship was. So now you risk losing something without even trying, you placed us in a no win situation with your doubts. That is why I say we risk it all and try, if we're going to lose something wouldn't you want to know you at least gave it all you had to try.
You say my heart is amazing, is my heart not worth your love and a chance. A loving heart will conquer great sex, money and good looks in the grand scheme of life everytime. Why do you think God preaches about having a loving heart more than anything. Love conquers all, real love, it's what motivates us to go beyond our limits and do what ever we must to succeed. Everytime you've loved for sex, looks, or money or anything material, where has it really lead you. It's lead you to doubt, heartache, someone cheating on you, or you becoming dependent on someone. I say learn to step outside your box and hear God's will and see the blessings He has placed in front of you for years now, sometimes He is trying to tell you that you're looking for the wrong thing. My love for you is pure, and I understand for you to give us a chance you would have to risk something you're scared to right now, but believe me I won't let you fall and anything you are scared of losing I promise I will either replace it or upgrade it for you, you're worth it.
I'm the total package for you and you alone, there are things I'm willing to be and do for you, that honestly I would do for nobody else. I'm ready to commit myself to you forever, I'm that confident in my love for you, and God has given that great of peace in my love for you. I pray every night for God's will to be done, and every night He reminds me why I love you and why He has you in my life. I know you doubt this, but it's true. In time I'm sure things will be revealed, I'm just so ready to be happy in love with you now, I hate waiting, because every day we wait is a day we lose in life. And believe me, I've already paid a hefty price in years loving you and waiting on you, but to me you're worth it. You've placed me in a spot where I can't ask you out, so I need you to step up and open that door back, you ran away and it's up to you to run back, but when you run back how about this time you actually give us try before you get scared of real love again. I am the real deal, that I promise.
I know you doubt me and my love, you doubt we can work and you feel we'll only lead to heartbreak. But let me ask you this, what is this based on, it's based on you constantly refusing to give us a chance which does break my heart, that isn't a viable fact, because you haven't given us chance, therefore you have no facts or real proof we would fail. Sometimes you just have to give things a real chance, and if we get hurt then so be it, but the reward could be a lifetime of happiness and love. Don't you think the risk is worth the reward. What do you have to really lose? If we fail in love, you're afraid we might lose our friendship or more, I understand that fear, but let's think about it. By refusing to give us a chance, and you realizing I will always love you, you still have lost what our friendship was. So now you risk losing something without even trying, you placed us in a no win situation with your doubts. That is why I say we risk it all and try, if we're going to lose something wouldn't you want to know you at least gave it all you had to try.
You say my heart is amazing, is my heart not worth your love and a chance. A loving heart will conquer great sex, money and good looks in the grand scheme of life everytime. Why do you think God preaches about having a loving heart more than anything. Love conquers all, real love, it's what motivates us to go beyond our limits and do what ever we must to succeed. Everytime you've loved for sex, looks, or money or anything material, where has it really lead you. It's lead you to doubt, heartache, someone cheating on you, or you becoming dependent on someone. I say learn to step outside your box and hear God's will and see the blessings He has placed in front of you for years now, sometimes He is trying to tell you that you're looking for the wrong thing. My love for you is pure, and I understand for you to give us a chance you would have to risk something you're scared to right now, but believe me I won't let you fall and anything you are scared of losing I promise I will either replace it or upgrade it for you, you're worth it.
I'm the total package for you and you alone, there are things I'm willing to be and do for you, that honestly I would do for nobody else. I'm ready to commit myself to you forever, I'm that confident in my love for you, and God has given that great of peace in my love for you. I pray every night for God's will to be done, and every night He reminds me why I love you and why He has you in my life. I know you doubt this, but it's true. In time I'm sure things will be revealed, I'm just so ready to be happy in love with you now, I hate waiting, because every day we wait is a day we lose in life. And believe me, I've already paid a hefty price in years loving you and waiting on you, but to me you're worth it. You've placed me in a spot where I can't ask you out, so I need you to step up and open that door back, you ran away and it's up to you to run back, but when you run back how about this time you actually give us try before you get scared of real love again. I am the real deal, that I promise.
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