Can I be brutally honest and blunt? Yeah, I am. Do I mean well? Always. And I believe in being up front about how I feel with people, whether it's popular or not, because I feel hiding feelings is being sneaky and dishonest. The thing about me is, I'm an old white knight personality. I'm not hear to steal anyone, it's not how I work, and deep down I feel if you can steal someone then how loyal to you do you honestly think they'll be. But if I love someone, then I believe the best thing for everyone I can do is be open and honest about it, if I put out in the open then everyone involved is aware, but just because I admit it doesn't mean I will act on it, and thats what really eats at me, people automatically assume you will try something.
Here is the reality of the situation, I just want my friend back, I want to be able to talk and see my friend, I'm not asking for anything else, never have, and as long as she is taken I never will, because I respect her and her heart. But I'm not going to lie about loving her either, as her friend I believe she deserves honesty. Everything I've done and will do for her is as a friend and nothing more, do I want more, yes, but I also understand right now that isn't an option, and it might never be, but you never know what the future holds, you just don't.
You don't even really know me, yet you jump to conclusions about me, even though other than kindness I've never done anything to prove your assumptions true. I've never tried to do anything with her like that, even she can confess that. I don't let many people in, and truthfully she was one of two of my closest friends, so when you took that friendship it cut deep. I have no problem with her being with someone else, just as long as the friendship can stay, thats what really set me off, had you left the friendship be I would have been just fine.
We can coexist, we always could coexist, but you keep throwing up roadblocks and making things worse than they have to be. Trust her, just trust her, it isn't that hard, I mean you want her to trust you, well you have to trust her. Deep down she knows I will hold back and just be a friend, she has always known that about me, believe me she and I had this under control before other people got involved. So when she offers to spend time with a friend, as a friend only, then just let her. I won't try anything, that's always been true, and I believe she won't either. I'm not every other guy, and I'm not saying trust everyone, but I'm telling I just want my friend, I've already confessed I love her and been up front about that, what more can I do to prove I laying it all out there already. Sometimes, even though we love someone, we still value their friendship more than anything, sometimes in life you just make that kind of connection. I'm not always right, I'm not always wrong, but I promise I always try not to hide things from those I care about.
All you ever had to do, is let our friendship stay as it was, and truthfully everybody would have been just fine, even me. It really was that simple.
Here is the reality of the situation, I just want my friend back, I want to be able to talk and see my friend, I'm not asking for anything else, never have, and as long as she is taken I never will, because I respect her and her heart. But I'm not going to lie about loving her either, as her friend I believe she deserves honesty. Everything I've done and will do for her is as a friend and nothing more, do I want more, yes, but I also understand right now that isn't an option, and it might never be, but you never know what the future holds, you just don't.
You don't even really know me, yet you jump to conclusions about me, even though other than kindness I've never done anything to prove your assumptions true. I've never tried to do anything with her like that, even she can confess that. I don't let many people in, and truthfully she was one of two of my closest friends, so when you took that friendship it cut deep. I have no problem with her being with someone else, just as long as the friendship can stay, thats what really set me off, had you left the friendship be I would have been just fine.
We can coexist, we always could coexist, but you keep throwing up roadblocks and making things worse than they have to be. Trust her, just trust her, it isn't that hard, I mean you want her to trust you, well you have to trust her. Deep down she knows I will hold back and just be a friend, she has always known that about me, believe me she and I had this under control before other people got involved. So when she offers to spend time with a friend, as a friend only, then just let her. I won't try anything, that's always been true, and I believe she won't either. I'm not every other guy, and I'm not saying trust everyone, but I'm telling I just want my friend, I've already confessed I love her and been up front about that, what more can I do to prove I laying it all out there already. Sometimes, even though we love someone, we still value their friendship more than anything, sometimes in life you just make that kind of connection. I'm not always right, I'm not always wrong, but I promise I always try not to hide things from those I care about.
All you ever had to do, is let our friendship stay as it was, and truthfully everybody would have been just fine, even me. It really was that simple.
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