There are times that all I can do smile and laugh on the inside because people really have no clue about me whatsoever. And many times I let things slide because truthfully their words really don't matter to me whatsoever. The thing with me is, if I don't care for you, then nothing you say about me or think about me really matters at all to me, in fact I often times find it funny more then anything else. If I don't care for you, then for the most part I don't really put your opinions about me in high regard at all. Now the flip side to that is the more I do care about someone, then the more what they say or think means to me.
With that being said, I sometimes hear things people don't think I do, and I'll pretend like I didn't hear them on purpose, but in reality I do, but it isn't worth the meaningless fight to me. So things to me are just too petty to mess with. Anyway, my heart belongs to one person, and if you wonder why I don't jump at other women or try to hook up with other women, well its really simple, I'm only interested in one woman, and I don't do casual fake love, because meaningless love or sex to me is worthless and a waste of time.
I'm not the usual think with my dick first guy, those guys will screw anything and often times have more problems than anyone else. No, I instead think with my mind and heart, they tend to make much better long term decisions. Plus, the woman I love is perfect to me, there is no other her. believe me she is unique in every way, and that is why I love her so much. Every other woman to me can't hold a candle to her, so why waste my time when I already love someone completely. What is the point to me hooking up with another woman if my heart belongs to the one woman I love.
I'm loyal, I'm true, and I won't be mislead. I am not a real boy, no, I am a real man. I pick my moments, I pick my battles. You see I have faith in my love and God, I believe in time me and the woman I love will end up together. So I choose not to force anything, I choose not to make anything bad happen, instead I have so much faith that I'm ok with things playing out, even if it takes years. I love her that much and believe in her that much. I'm not looking for a quickie, I'm not looking for just anyone, what I want is real live, lifelong love, and there is only one woman I love that way and want to be with for life. I'm working hard to get my life in order, not for myself, but for myself and the woman I love, this is complete truth, I think ahead. Everything I do is well thought out I promise, even when bad things happen to me I often times expect them, this is why I often times am prepared for them.
So yes, I love her, and don't be fooled because I don't chase other women, because simply put, I already found the ultimate woman and she is all I need, and she is all I love, period. So laugh all you want, it doesn't phase me, because in the end I will laugh last I guarantee. I don't take advantage of people for a reason, I do things the right way for a reason, God is always watching I promise, and everything we do we always wind up paying for in some way.
With that being said, I sometimes hear things people don't think I do, and I'll pretend like I didn't hear them on purpose, but in reality I do, but it isn't worth the meaningless fight to me. So things to me are just too petty to mess with. Anyway, my heart belongs to one person, and if you wonder why I don't jump at other women or try to hook up with other women, well its really simple, I'm only interested in one woman, and I don't do casual fake love, because meaningless love or sex to me is worthless and a waste of time.
I'm not the usual think with my dick first guy, those guys will screw anything and often times have more problems than anyone else. No, I instead think with my mind and heart, they tend to make much better long term decisions. Plus, the woman I love is perfect to me, there is no other her. believe me she is unique in every way, and that is why I love her so much. Every other woman to me can't hold a candle to her, so why waste my time when I already love someone completely. What is the point to me hooking up with another woman if my heart belongs to the one woman I love.
I'm loyal, I'm true, and I won't be mislead. I am not a real boy, no, I am a real man. I pick my moments, I pick my battles. You see I have faith in my love and God, I believe in time me and the woman I love will end up together. So I choose not to force anything, I choose not to make anything bad happen, instead I have so much faith that I'm ok with things playing out, even if it takes years. I love her that much and believe in her that much. I'm not looking for a quickie, I'm not looking for just anyone, what I want is real live, lifelong love, and there is only one woman I love that way and want to be with for life. I'm working hard to get my life in order, not for myself, but for myself and the woman I love, this is complete truth, I think ahead. Everything I do is well thought out I promise, even when bad things happen to me I often times expect them, this is why I often times am prepared for them.
So yes, I love her, and don't be fooled because I don't chase other women, because simply put, I already found the ultimate woman and she is all I need, and she is all I love, period. So laugh all you want, it doesn't phase me, because in the end I will laugh last I guarantee. I don't take advantage of people for a reason, I do things the right way for a reason, God is always watching I promise, and everything we do we always wind up paying for in some way.
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