Saturday, January 16, 2016

Upwards

Life is starting to head back in the right direction, so far I'm actually enjoying my new job more than even I thought.  It's strange but in some ways I actually look forward to going to work each day.  I'm not counting down the minutes to go home.  And I know it isn't the job itself, but it's the people and environment at the job.  Everyone there is there for each other, you don't have the mentality to move up you have to push everyone else down, and coming from the job I was at before that is so refreshing.  I know it sounds crazy, but I'm actually glad I'm not at my old job anymore, because I'm at a much better place.  And the best part is, they love me, and they already want to promote me, and keep me for the long term.  Anyone who knows me, knows I do things the right way and I don't play when it comes to my work ethic and moving up.

God is great, He will test us and our resolve, and He definitely tested me.  But here I am, on my way back to the top, you can't keep a real good man down forever.  I'm survivor always, I will always find a way, because I always go the way I feel God guides me.  Getting this job and my life back on track is really me working on putting myself in a position to provide for the woman I love.  I've been rather up front on my desire to be there for her always.  Look, I love her completely.

She is my world, every bit of it.  She is always on my mind, every second.  I dream of her, and daydream of her always.  This marks the beginning of her birthday week, and hope she enjoys every second of it.  I want to give her all I got to help her celebrate, but I understand right now I have to move to what she let's me move to.  When I see her, I see happiness, and everything I could ever need and want.  I trust her, I believe in her, I place everything I am and have within her.  I'm the one who is thankful for her, and knows how blessed I am to have her in my life.  I'm the guy who knows she is the best, and she is all I ever need and more.  She is the top of my mountain, there is no one better in my eyes.  I know without a doubt that with her I will always find happiness, success and peace, because I know in my heart how she makes me feel, and how she shapes me into a greater man.  I can't say it any better or clearer than this, I completely love her, and as far as I'm concerned I willingly entrust my life to her, and I have no fear giving myself completely to her.

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