Sometimes things just seem to go straight over a person's head, and it baffles me. So I guess I'll have to point blankly point it out. My earlier post in no way was speaking badly about the woman I love, she isn't the one who pushed me away and lied. In fact, lately she has treated me well, and honestly I've noticed and been thankful for that, but somehow whoever read my earlier post assumes I was bashing her when I went out of my way in a whole paragraph to compliment her....
The woman I love has been the one person lately who has been honest with me, shown genuine concern for me, and made actions to remind me she cares. I have no issues with her, in fact lately she has shown me her caring side more, and I love her for that. The fact that this went over people's head tells me that the one's doing the hurting are truly clueless to their actions, which proves my point.
Now, on a side note. Something can't be broken if it was never given the chance to start with. My love will not die, I will not give up on her, and until our love has a chance to either succeed or fail I won't give up. You say stop fixing what is broken, I say it never was reality and therefore isn't broken, I'm still fighting for the first chance because I know how real my love is. But again this issue is not what my earlier blog was about. The woman I love has treated me well as of late, and I thank her for that. Yeah sometimes she is silent, but thats ok, because she shows me she cares other times.
So stop thinking I'm upset with her, because I'm not, I'm actually happy with her, I do feel we've slowly grown closer that last few months. You need to look deeper than my love for her if you want to find what my last blog was referring to, because the woman I love isn't the one lying to me, isn't the one pushing me away. The woman I love has actually been honest with me lately, and made the effort to understand me, and the effort to occassionally check on me, and lately she has been my rock and I have been extremely thankful for her.
So to the woman I love I say my last post wasn't bashing you, you have been good to me lately, and I've been thankful for the slow growing communication we have had and hope it continues. Sometimes someone else hurts me, and maybe they don't know it when they do. I want to thank you for being their for me as support, you have been very kind. I will always believe in you, don't let someone else make you think I'm upset with you when I am not, you've been a great friend lately considering what we've been through. The last thing I want is for the great growth we've shown to go to waste because someone else hurt me and somehow you thought it was you. I value you in my life a lot, and I always want to help you, and always will help you when I can.
The woman I love has been the one person lately who has been honest with me, shown genuine concern for me, and made actions to remind me she cares. I have no issues with her, in fact lately she has shown me her caring side more, and I love her for that. The fact that this went over people's head tells me that the one's doing the hurting are truly clueless to their actions, which proves my point.
Now, on a side note. Something can't be broken if it was never given the chance to start with. My love will not die, I will not give up on her, and until our love has a chance to either succeed or fail I won't give up. You say stop fixing what is broken, I say it never was reality and therefore isn't broken, I'm still fighting for the first chance because I know how real my love is. But again this issue is not what my earlier blog was about. The woman I love has treated me well as of late, and I thank her for that. Yeah sometimes she is silent, but thats ok, because she shows me she cares other times.
So stop thinking I'm upset with her, because I'm not, I'm actually happy with her, I do feel we've slowly grown closer that last few months. You need to look deeper than my love for her if you want to find what my last blog was referring to, because the woman I love isn't the one lying to me, isn't the one pushing me away. The woman I love has actually been honest with me lately, and made the effort to understand me, and the effort to occassionally check on me, and lately she has been my rock and I have been extremely thankful for her.
So to the woman I love I say my last post wasn't bashing you, you have been good to me lately, and I've been thankful for the slow growing communication we have had and hope it continues. Sometimes someone else hurts me, and maybe they don't know it when they do. I want to thank you for being their for me as support, you have been very kind. I will always believe in you, don't let someone else make you think I'm upset with you when I am not, you've been a great friend lately considering what we've been through. The last thing I want is for the great growth we've shown to go to waste because someone else hurt me and somehow you thought it was you. I value you in my life a lot, and I always want to help you, and always will help you when I can.
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