Before I start, this is actually my 200 post to this blog, even I am amazed I've had this much to let out, but it is what it is, and when love in you is real, it refuses to die until it gets a chance to be realized. Look, I love this woman, I love her like no other, she is like no other woman or really person I've ever met. The thing I can tell when she is scared or hurting, don't get me wrong, she is really great at hiding it, but I can still tell, and I know things aren't exactly where she thought they would be right now, but I know her well enough to know she will get them where they need to be very soon.
She is one of a kind, there truly is no other person close to who she is. Those moments she lets loose, isn't afraid to be goofy and let it all hang out, those moments she is carefree and the smile is real, I love those moments in her. I remember when she and I first met early on, when we first really started to find things out about each other, she was so silly, so carefree, and I loved every bit of it. Don't get me wrong, there is definitely a serious side to her as well, when she means business, I mean she means business. But as tough as she is, it's that sweet carefree side that gets me every time. The side that isn't afraid to laugh, or make me laugh.
I'm not sure she realizes, the person she truly is inside is so perfect. Sometimes the child in her should come out, it's good for her, and really it can be her best side at times. I want her to be happy, I want us to be happy, I really want these things more than anything else in life. I wish life was perfect, I wish I could buy her everything, buy a house, cars, and support our family worry free. And I'm working hard on making those wishes reality.
She truly is my end all be all in life. I can honestly say she is always on my mind and heart. God will open the door for us soon I know, things will line up I understand. Life isn't about money or power and how much you have of them, its more about what you do what you have and who you do it for, and everything I have I can honestly I use it for her first. I can honestly say I would do without before I ever let her do without, there have been times I couldn't afford to help her, but I did anyway. I just love her so much. I can't promise her a perfect life, but I know I will definitely try for one, but I can guarantee her perfect and completely loyal love from me, because I know I would die before I ever loved anyone over her. She truly is the one person who can bring me to my knees simply because I allow it, I won't break for anyone else. Thats the thing with me, people see what I'll do for her and think I'll do it for anyone, but the truth is I'm actually a lot stronger and guarded then they know. I let her in, and really one other friend in, and thats it.
I don't give my heart often, because my heart is something extremely precious and valuable, that's how much I love her, I actually trust my heart and future in her hands. I'm not afraid to trust in her, I'm not afraid to put all my dreams, hopes, and everything I have in her. I love and believe in her completely without doubt. She is the one and only for me always.
She is one of a kind, there truly is no other person close to who she is. Those moments she lets loose, isn't afraid to be goofy and let it all hang out, those moments she is carefree and the smile is real, I love those moments in her. I remember when she and I first met early on, when we first really started to find things out about each other, she was so silly, so carefree, and I loved every bit of it. Don't get me wrong, there is definitely a serious side to her as well, when she means business, I mean she means business. But as tough as she is, it's that sweet carefree side that gets me every time. The side that isn't afraid to laugh, or make me laugh.
I'm not sure she realizes, the person she truly is inside is so perfect. Sometimes the child in her should come out, it's good for her, and really it can be her best side at times. I want her to be happy, I want us to be happy, I really want these things more than anything else in life. I wish life was perfect, I wish I could buy her everything, buy a house, cars, and support our family worry free. And I'm working hard on making those wishes reality.
She truly is my end all be all in life. I can honestly say she is always on my mind and heart. God will open the door for us soon I know, things will line up I understand. Life isn't about money or power and how much you have of them, its more about what you do what you have and who you do it for, and everything I have I can honestly I use it for her first. I can honestly say I would do without before I ever let her do without, there have been times I couldn't afford to help her, but I did anyway. I just love her so much. I can't promise her a perfect life, but I know I will definitely try for one, but I can guarantee her perfect and completely loyal love from me, because I know I would die before I ever loved anyone over her. She truly is the one person who can bring me to my knees simply because I allow it, I won't break for anyone else. Thats the thing with me, people see what I'll do for her and think I'll do it for anyone, but the truth is I'm actually a lot stronger and guarded then they know. I let her in, and really one other friend in, and thats it.
I don't give my heart often, because my heart is something extremely precious and valuable, that's how much I love her, I actually trust my heart and future in her hands. I'm not afraid to trust in her, I'm not afraid to put all my dreams, hopes, and everything I have in her. I love and believe in her completely without doubt. She is the one and only for me always.
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