Sunday, January 10, 2016

She Knows

One thing the woman I love knows for sure deep down is I will never abandon her no matter how bad things get, I will never leave her standing alone, I will always be the first one to volunteer fight by her side for her.  It doesn't matter what the odds are, she knows I will lay it all on the line to protect her at all times.  I will never walk away from her no matter what.

Deep down, she knows I always have understood her, maybe not always agreed with her, but I have understood her.  I know how she thinks, I know how she feels, and many times when I know she mad or upset I stay quiet for a reason, I know she needs to figure things out on her own at times, but she realizes when she is ready I'm waiting for her with a open arms and an open heart at all times.

I'm no thug, no hustler, no street in me, but I am very real.  I don't try to be anyone else but myself.  I have a high value for God for a reason.  I hold myself to very expectations for a reason.  Shoot for the starts and at worst you'll find the moon.  Few understand me, and thats ok, because they say the greatest people are often the least understood.  What drives me is my love for her, my desire to see her dreams come true, my desire to give her all I have, my desire to be her's.  This is love, it is not weakness at all, when you understand who you love and give yourself completely to them, this is complete trust and true strength to trust your heart in their hands.

Love isn't about a sure thing, or finding someone who fits your mold, or finding someone who has all the answers.  Love is finding the one who despite the struggles and doubts you continue to love them completely, and they refuse to walk away.  She and I have had our doubts, we've bumped heads, we've struggled, and through it all she knows deep down the one truth about me with her is I have never walked away or given up on her.  Outside of her own family, I am the one constant who has remained loyal to her without any second thought.  There have been times she has pushed me away and shattered my heart, yet even when I was broken I never walked away.

She knows deep down the love she has in me is rare and unmatched, she realizes how precious and valuable and real it truly is.  I would gladly give my on life to extend her's without a second thought and with no remorse.  She truly is my everything, and when she is silent towards me I do understand, and I let her be, but I never stop loving her, I never stop believing her, and I never give up on her, and I never walk away.

I'm not looking for anyone's approval, not my family, not her family, not my friends, not her friends, not even the world, even though having approval is always nice, but I am who I am, and love how I love, and the only people who matter when it comes to the love between us is she and I.  Even she must confess I am like no other man she has ever met, she knows my love is the real deal, and I know she is the real deal herself.  I might not be a player, I might not be the popular choice, but she knows I am the real deal and how great my heart truly is.  I never claimed to be the sexiest or greatest lover, I simply claim to true to who I am and have the realest love she'll ever encounter.  Would any other man willingly give all they have including themselves up simply to ensure she lives on happily.  I know in her heart she doesn't want anyone giving up themselves for her, but she has understand sometimes things happen where she has little choice.  Love is sacrifice, doesn't mean you have to sacrifice, it just means you have to be willing to if the time comes.

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