I sometimes reread the blogs I write the next day, and I just reread the one I posted last night and man did I skip words like crazy. I'm bad about not typing at the same speed my mind is going at I confess. Anyway, I'm writing again for a reason. While technically my situation is still dire, there have been some promising signs today. I sent out several emails last night, I figured if I couldn't sleep I should at least be productive, and I've received some promising responses.
The job I thought would start last week called, and while it is taking longer than expected it is getting there. I always received a call from someone else regarding a great opportunity in Suwannee, so maybe that can lead somewhere. And another call from an agency who is shopping my resume. So I'm going to take this as a positive, while things are still moving slow at least they're picking up.
While I'm writing, I want to take this time to mention the two close friends I spoke of in my last blog. They may not always realize it, but they are my rocks in life. They keep me stable and strong, and I want to tell them I love them and am extremely thankful for them, and I can't and don't want to imagine life without them ever. As I said before one is the woman I love more than life itself, and the other is her mother, and both are the greatest people to ever grace my life. I mean that, I really do. And I would never trade them for anyone for anything in life. And they both know I will always have their backs, and always help them no matter the situation, and I know they'd do the same even if I may never ask them. But I know how great our relationships our with each other, and many people go their whole lives without finding a relationship as close as I am blessed to have with them both. And believe I am more than thankful. One day when I reach the top they will be the first to reap rewards I guarantee.
I needed to vent last night, sometimes things just build up. In the end I am human like everyone else. Things will work out I know, but it isn't always easy. I always rise from the ashes, I will do so again this time somehow.
The job I thought would start last week called, and while it is taking longer than expected it is getting there. I always received a call from someone else regarding a great opportunity in Suwannee, so maybe that can lead somewhere. And another call from an agency who is shopping my resume. So I'm going to take this as a positive, while things are still moving slow at least they're picking up.
While I'm writing, I want to take this time to mention the two close friends I spoke of in my last blog. They may not always realize it, but they are my rocks in life. They keep me stable and strong, and I want to tell them I love them and am extremely thankful for them, and I can't and don't want to imagine life without them ever. As I said before one is the woman I love more than life itself, and the other is her mother, and both are the greatest people to ever grace my life. I mean that, I really do. And I would never trade them for anyone for anything in life. And they both know I will always have their backs, and always help them no matter the situation, and I know they'd do the same even if I may never ask them. But I know how great our relationships our with each other, and many people go their whole lives without finding a relationship as close as I am blessed to have with them both. And believe I am more than thankful. One day when I reach the top they will be the first to reap rewards I guarantee.
I needed to vent last night, sometimes things just build up. In the end I am human like everyone else. Things will work out I know, but it isn't always easy. I always rise from the ashes, I will do so again this time somehow.
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