I am human, I am not perfect, nobody is, I personally accept, but strive to be the best I can be. I always practice everything I preach, and my actions have always spoken highly of me. I am very protective of those I love, I have no problem putting myself in harms way to protect those I love. I have always been that way, and I always will. I will gladly place there own lives ahead of my own, not because my life isn't as valuable, no, because I'd much rather sacrifice myself, then live everyday regretting not doing all I could to protect them. Few people understand me, many say I don't love myself, but that could not be farther from the truth.
I love me, I love the fact I stay true to who I am and my beliefs, I love the fact I can see past skin color and sex, and accept people for who they are and not what society labels them. I love the fact I am not selfish. I love the fact I am giving and kind. I love the fact I never settle for less than my dreams. I am a great person, and not because I say so, but because I know those who love me will say so. But I am humble enough to understand this world doesn't revolve around me, and that God didn't place me on this world to do for me or my own selfish desires, no, God placed me on this world to make this place a better place and enrich the lives of those around me, and truthfully this is why we all are here as this world revolves around none of us.
Maybe your scared of me because you can't understand me, maybe your call me weak because I don't give in to the world's desires, but I am strong because I stand by my beliefs despite any struggles I encounter. I know my real rewards are in heaven and not on earth, so says the Bible which I believe. This is who I am, this is why I love the way I do. Doubt me all you want, I don't blame you one bit, but I assure you I am who I say I am. This is why I'm so protective of woman I love, even if I'm not with her, I will be protective of her, and truth be told I love it when she protects me in return, which she does more often than most know, and I want to tell her thank you. But I will always watch over her, and whoever is with her, and if I feel she isn't being treated right or someone is taking advantage of her, I will do whatever is necessary to protect her, even if she doesn't ask. And trust me, I can protect her, that you can be assured of.
Truth is, I know she loves me deep inside, and she knows it, even if right now she must deny it. But she shows it, and it's ok, it isn't wrong to love someone truly. But you shouldn't have to bury love for anyone, love is God's gift to us, and if anyone ask you to hide any kind of love that pure, then they are asking you to hide God's most precious gift of all. She is my dream, and I will never give up my dream. Put yourself in my shoes, would you sacrifice your dream just because someone asked you to, truth is you wouldn't and you shouldn't have to. I will never be too far away to come help you and be there for you, I will always love you and be ready to take you in with open arms.
I do not judge you, I am not jealous of you, I do miss you, but I believe, because God has given me peace to believe, one day once everything has played out, we will be together, and you will finally realize that love you have inside for me is real no matter how hard you try to hide it. It may take days, months, years, or even a lifetime, but I am fully prepared to wait for however long it takes. Don't feel bad for me, for I love the greatest woman alive in my eyes, and I can't think of a better love to wait on, and better woman to spend my happiest moments with. I am proud of you, and I will gladly be your guardian angel when needed, no matter how bad life is for me, I will find a way to put you first and be there for you. If we lived on opposite sides of the world, and you needed me to stop everything and come to where you are, the answer will always be yes. And I know it is hard to fathom how much I love you, but it's ok, just know my love has no end. I don't care if other's laugh at me, or doubt me, my love for you is worth any ridicule. I will always forgive you, and you will always be perfect to me, and while we won't always agree, I can promise I will always stand by your side and keep you safe. Forgive me, if I love you and truly want to protect you, all I really want right now is to be able talk as we used to and have fun, and let things move naturally to wherever God leads them.
If someone ever tells me to give you up, I will stand up for you and say no, because I know how much I love and how much you love me. And nothing in this world is worth throwing your love away. If roles were reversed, I wouldn't let anyone keep us from at least being friends. If someone loves, they love you for who you are, and this includes who is a part of who you are.
I love me, I love the fact I stay true to who I am and my beliefs, I love the fact I can see past skin color and sex, and accept people for who they are and not what society labels them. I love the fact I am not selfish. I love the fact I am giving and kind. I love the fact I never settle for less than my dreams. I am a great person, and not because I say so, but because I know those who love me will say so. But I am humble enough to understand this world doesn't revolve around me, and that God didn't place me on this world to do for me or my own selfish desires, no, God placed me on this world to make this place a better place and enrich the lives of those around me, and truthfully this is why we all are here as this world revolves around none of us.
Maybe your scared of me because you can't understand me, maybe your call me weak because I don't give in to the world's desires, but I am strong because I stand by my beliefs despite any struggles I encounter. I know my real rewards are in heaven and not on earth, so says the Bible which I believe. This is who I am, this is why I love the way I do. Doubt me all you want, I don't blame you one bit, but I assure you I am who I say I am. This is why I'm so protective of woman I love, even if I'm not with her, I will be protective of her, and truth be told I love it when she protects me in return, which she does more often than most know, and I want to tell her thank you. But I will always watch over her, and whoever is with her, and if I feel she isn't being treated right or someone is taking advantage of her, I will do whatever is necessary to protect her, even if she doesn't ask. And trust me, I can protect her, that you can be assured of.
Truth is, I know she loves me deep inside, and she knows it, even if right now she must deny it. But she shows it, and it's ok, it isn't wrong to love someone truly. But you shouldn't have to bury love for anyone, love is God's gift to us, and if anyone ask you to hide any kind of love that pure, then they are asking you to hide God's most precious gift of all. She is my dream, and I will never give up my dream. Put yourself in my shoes, would you sacrifice your dream just because someone asked you to, truth is you wouldn't and you shouldn't have to. I will never be too far away to come help you and be there for you, I will always love you and be ready to take you in with open arms.
I do not judge you, I am not jealous of you, I do miss you, but I believe, because God has given me peace to believe, one day once everything has played out, we will be together, and you will finally realize that love you have inside for me is real no matter how hard you try to hide it. It may take days, months, years, or even a lifetime, but I am fully prepared to wait for however long it takes. Don't feel bad for me, for I love the greatest woman alive in my eyes, and I can't think of a better love to wait on, and better woman to spend my happiest moments with. I am proud of you, and I will gladly be your guardian angel when needed, no matter how bad life is for me, I will find a way to put you first and be there for you. If we lived on opposite sides of the world, and you needed me to stop everything and come to where you are, the answer will always be yes. And I know it is hard to fathom how much I love you, but it's ok, just know my love has no end. I don't care if other's laugh at me, or doubt me, my love for you is worth any ridicule. I will always forgive you, and you will always be perfect to me, and while we won't always agree, I can promise I will always stand by your side and keep you safe. Forgive me, if I love you and truly want to protect you, all I really want right now is to be able talk as we used to and have fun, and let things move naturally to wherever God leads them.
If someone ever tells me to give you up, I will stand up for you and say no, because I know how much I love and how much you love me. And nothing in this world is worth throwing your love away. If roles were reversed, I wouldn't let anyone keep us from at least being friends. If someone loves, they love you for who you are, and this includes who is a part of who you are.
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