Naturally

Sometimes you have to let things play out, and let time take it's course, and God work His plan.  I stay quiet when I'm around you for a reason, I keep my distance and guard up for a reason, the thing is the more I care for you the more cold I seem.  I respect you, and I will give you space to explore  what you feel you must and what you think you need, but I have peace because I know how this plays out, I already see the cracks, and they are many.  I love you, and I always will no matter what you do, say or think.  Every bit of me wants to walk up and claim you, but deep down I know that's the worse thing I can do, I have to let you come to me, I have to let you figure this out.  I know you well enough to know that nobody can tell you what to do, and if I love you, which I do, I have to trust you to figure this out yourself, and I do trust you more than you know.  I wish I could tell you what I have working, but right now I can't, big things are in the works, you'll see.  Even today to me you were beautiful, and you always will be inside and out.  I refuse to get involved, I thinks it's best to simply let things play out naturally and honestly.  You should never have to lie about who you are in order for someone to like you, if you have to do that, then you've already lost yourself.