Monday, September 28, 2015

Forever

I get it, life is scary, things happen and we don't always have the immediate answer, or things don't go how we thought they were.  We get scarred and burned, and we sometimes brace ourselves for the worse rather than hope for the best.  I wish I could tell you that everything would be perfect and be the best ever.  But reality is we all have our struggles from time to time, we all have our peaks and our valleys, but the thing is even though life is scary and can have it's low moments, there are times life can be wonderful and dreams can come true.

The thing is, I love you, and while I can't stop you from crying in life, I can be the one who is there to wipe away your tears and give you the shoulder you need.  I can't say you'll never be sad, but I can be the one who can cause you to smile again.  I can't say we won't ever fail, but I can say I will be the one who won't let you give up. The thing that separates me from all the other guys is I actually mean what I say and follow through in putting you first, maybe I'm old school, but I was always taught its the guy's responsibility to be able to provide for his love, to support her, and stand with her, not to control her.

I see you as so much more than someone I love, so much more than your beauty, I see you as a strong and driven woman, a mother driven to make her daughter's life better, a daughter dedicated to being there for her mother, a working woman who wants to be able to depend on nobody but herself, a woman who both fears and loves God, I see you as successful woman who will never give up on herself or those she loves.  My love goes deeper than looks, sex, money or anything like that, and thats always been what I've tried to show you, it's why I don't try weak pick up lines or grab your ass, I love you more than that, and I respect you, call me a gentleman if you want, but maybe I feel love is a precious thing that should be pure.

Ever ask yourself why I refuse to give up on you?  Well, ever think my love for you is that real and pure.  Ever think I see you for who you truly are inside and know how beautiful you truly are.  Ever think I love your heart and soul.  I'm not perfect, I know, but I know I love you completely.  And I already know deep inside I want to spend my life with you and be happy.  You think I'm crazy, you think I don't know you, but reality is I do know you more than you ever know.  Any real man who truly falls in love will say he doesn't deserve the woman he loves, and that isn't because he doubts himself at all, no it is because he is that confident in the woman he loves.  That's how much I love you.

I can't promise you a perfect life, but I can promise you I will never leave you.  I can promise you that I will do everything possible to provide for us and give you the happiest life possible.  I can promise you I will be thankful for you everyday and tell you I love you every night.  I will never grow bored of you, I will never tear you down.  I will always listen to you, and do the very best I can to be there for you.  A man is only willing to do these things for one woman in his life, and that is the woman he completely loves, you are the woman I completely love, I can promise you that.  I don't just love you when times are good, I love when times are bad more because you need love more than.  So love me the same, don't wait until things are good to love me, because nothing lasts forever, if your going to love me, than love me completely, as I love you.

Life isn't black and white, it's full of millions of colors and shades, maybe you're scared to love me because you just can't fathom my love is as true as I say, rest assured if anything I'm underselling my love for you, truly words can't do my love for you justice.  If you were dying and needed a heart to live, I would give you mine, and die happy knowing you had a chance to live on, and believe me I would have no regrets.

I want to be the reason you smile, the reason you laugh, the reason you dream, because you are all those things to me.  I don't just write these things for style, I write them because I truly feel this way about you, one day you'll get it.  I want to hold you and be held by you forever, I love you.

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