Tuesday, September 22, 2015

Strong

One thing people rarely realize about me is as hard as I can be on other people, I am the hardest on myself.  Nobody knows my weaknesses more than I do, and I beat myself up everyday for them, but I also fight everyday to make those weaknesses my strengths.  I set my goals high, and I strive and do what I must to attain them, however I stick my who I am, and there are lines I simply refuse to cross.

I say if you dream to reach for the starts, then reach for the sun and all the other stars will come to you.  I love one woman, and I love her for who she is and how she builds me, I actually love how she isn't afraid to challenge me, and while we may not always agree, I will always love and respect her and her opinions. 

I set my expectations and standards high for myself and those I love, but the thing is I'm realistic, I understand those expectations are almost impossible to reach, and nobody is perfect.  I love her, and she doesn't realize she has already exceeded every thing I need and want in my love.  She is already more than what I deserve.  She is brash, but she is loving.  She is strong, but she is giving.  She is aggressive, but she is loyal.  She is stubborn, but she is caring.  I love who she is so much.  She drives me nuts, but that is a good thing as she keeps me on my toes.

Never once have I ever been disappointed in her, never once have I ever regretted loving her, she truly is perfection in my world.  I believe in her completely, always have even in my darkest times.  We might be different, but that's exactly how I love it, she sees things in ways that I don't and as a result opens my mind and heart to worlds I never knew existed.  I just want to be a part her forever.  Love this strong can't be by chance, it can't be fake.

I refuse to give her up, I refuse to leave the one person who means the most to me.  She is the only person I get nervous around, she is the one who brings me to my knees always.  When she enters the room I instantly make her the center of my attention without trying.  I can't explain it, it's not what she does or how she looks, it's who she is.  She can be misunderstood, yet I actually understand her more than she knows.  All I know is life is full of uncertainties, and I know that the only thing I want in life is face everything with her.  I won't promise things will be easy or perfect, but I promise I will always love you and stay with you until time stops, I am your's by choice, you are my backbone, you are my rock, you are my end all and be all, and for that I am thankful.  I've made many mistakes in life, but you are the one choice I know without a doubt is the right choice,  I bet my life on you literally.  All can say, if you doubt me, than test me and try me and I promise you will doubt me again.

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