Sunday, September 20, 2015

Change Can Be Scary

Change is scary, taking risks is scary, life is scary, giving your heart to someone completely is scary, we all are scared of these things no matter how tough we act or are.  Nobody truly is fearless when they don't know what is about to happen to them, if they don't what the right choice is.  I am no different, however I can honestly tell you if I'm going to scared, I want to be scared together with the one woman I love.  Yes I love her unconditionally, but reality is neither of us knows what would happen if we put it all on the table and tried between us, I personally believe great things would happen, but you don't know and that is why it is such a huge risk.  It would no doubt change everything about us, good or bad.  But I embrace change, I believe it's better to know for sure, then to live life regretting not trying.  Real love doesn't come often, many never find it, I can honestly what I have for her is real love, and I'm more than ready to embrace that no matter how it changes our lives.

I'm scared, she is scared, and there might even be other's scared about this change as well, but while I'm scared, I real not run away and give up, I face my fear and smile, and say I believe in my love and I believe in her and I believe in us to conquer this fear and make it the greatest success and story either of us will ever know.  So I give you my heart, all of it, I give you my mind, all of it, I give you my body, all of it, I give you my soul, all of it, I give you my future, all of it, and I have no doubt in me that you are the greatest love ever to grace my life.  You don't understand my love and it's strength, and I get it, you don't believe in your heart I could possibly love you like that much, you think your secrets will run me away, you think your attitude would drive me away, but you are wrong.  I love you that much, no matter your history, no matter your attitude, in fact your attitude is actually one of the things I love most about you because while it is strong it makes you better in the long run because it motivates you to be better than anyone else.  I'm completely in love with you, I really am, one day you'll see that.  I'm not going anywhere, if I wasn't completely in love with you for life I would have left long ago, but I didn't and I won't.

There isn't a second where I wouldn't rather be with you, and that is the truth.  Doubt me all you want, but my actions and my words will always show I love you completely and unconditionally, and no matter how scared of change I might be, you make me brave, you make me feel invincible, and if I ever do come to a day I must fall, I will be more than happy if I fall with you by my side.  You either go into love and life all in, or you go home, well I've already gone into my love for you all in, it truly is everything to me.  Change is inevitable, I'm ready to take this change on with you.

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