This article link below is a really good read on how to treat people and learn how actions speak volumes (you might have to copy and paste it):
http://storylineblog.com/2014/09/04/why-it-doesnt-matter-how-you-feel-about-your-friends/
I highly recommend the read, because in the end we all know how true this is. You can love someone all you want, but if you don't tell them or show them, then they might not realize how much you truly love them. This is why, even with friends, I make sure to text "good morning" everyday, or make an effort to make time to check on them, it's my way of showing I love them and am thinking about them and am truly thankful for them, and that truly is the only reason. Life is short, time is short, just last night I dreamed I died suddenly while driving, and it's just a reminder we all could be gone tomorrow. So I choose to act now, to tell those I love I love them every chance I get, to make time for those I love every chance I get, because you just never know when you won't have that chance again. Live life as if it was your last day on earth.
I'm the type of person who keeps his cards close to the vest, but I'm a very smart individual who always plans ten steps ahead of everyone else, I'm not always accurate, but I know how to plan on the fly as well, I stay prepared. It's why I'm rarely surprised or caught offguard, even when bad things happen to me, I usually have expected it for days in advance and braced for it. I tend to see things before they happen because I watch for signs and I pick up on subtle hints and actions, and many times I'll play the I didn't notice card on purpose, the truth is you don't have to let everyone know everything.
I choose my moments, and that can be good and bad, but it's how I am. I love her, I know I love her for life, and I know what I'm willing to give her, everything. In many ways, she kind of owns me, and quite honestly I'm happy with that. I was upset Sunday because I didn't get to eat her cooking, I just think she is amazing at cooking, one of the best, and she was cooking one of my favorites I confess, one day I hope she tries to be a chef, because I believe her food is off the charts great, I wish I had the money to put her through culinary school or buy her a restaurant, God knows she deserves to be successful. I'd break my back, to make sure she was successful in life.
But planning is what keeps me going, it what keeps me positive. Lord knows I've had to start over so many times, and it's never easy, but you do it because you have to, and you have to survive, and to survive you don't give up. I'm a white man, and even for us it is hard now, times are hard for all, nobody is just going to give you success, we have to earn it, all of us. And the sooner we realize in order to move forward we have to let the past be the past and work together for the greater good of all, and not one specific type of person, then the sooner we all can be happy. As long as we hold on to hate and put it forward, we will never solve anything. There are good and bad in every type of person and profession, that has always been true at any point of history, don't believe in lies, find the real facts, not myths or legends, but facts you can actually put your hands on. Think for yourself, but be open to all views. I will for anyone as long as it's for equality across the board, but fight smart, fighting isn't always violent, learn to outsmart your enemies, as God said defeat them with kindness.
I really want to go to the Gwinnett Fair this week, it's here until the 27th, but can't find anyone to go with, so we'll see, but if anyone is game I'm in. I love her, I love spending time with her, I love listening to her, I love helping her, I love knowing her, I love loving her, I just really lover her completely, and I'm ready, I really am, I'm ready for this to happen, I'm ready to be happy with her. It doesn't matter where I'm at in life, I will make this work, I will work my ass off to make sure we're both happy, to me she is worth it.
http://storylineblog.com/2014/09/04/why-it-doesnt-matter-how-you-feel-about-your-friends/
I highly recommend the read, because in the end we all know how true this is. You can love someone all you want, but if you don't tell them or show them, then they might not realize how much you truly love them. This is why, even with friends, I make sure to text "good morning" everyday, or make an effort to make time to check on them, it's my way of showing I love them and am thinking about them and am truly thankful for them, and that truly is the only reason. Life is short, time is short, just last night I dreamed I died suddenly while driving, and it's just a reminder we all could be gone tomorrow. So I choose to act now, to tell those I love I love them every chance I get, to make time for those I love every chance I get, because you just never know when you won't have that chance again. Live life as if it was your last day on earth.
I'm the type of person who keeps his cards close to the vest, but I'm a very smart individual who always plans ten steps ahead of everyone else, I'm not always accurate, but I know how to plan on the fly as well, I stay prepared. It's why I'm rarely surprised or caught offguard, even when bad things happen to me, I usually have expected it for days in advance and braced for it. I tend to see things before they happen because I watch for signs and I pick up on subtle hints and actions, and many times I'll play the I didn't notice card on purpose, the truth is you don't have to let everyone know everything.
I choose my moments, and that can be good and bad, but it's how I am. I love her, I know I love her for life, and I know what I'm willing to give her, everything. In many ways, she kind of owns me, and quite honestly I'm happy with that. I was upset Sunday because I didn't get to eat her cooking, I just think she is amazing at cooking, one of the best, and she was cooking one of my favorites I confess, one day I hope she tries to be a chef, because I believe her food is off the charts great, I wish I had the money to put her through culinary school or buy her a restaurant, God knows she deserves to be successful. I'd break my back, to make sure she was successful in life.
But planning is what keeps me going, it what keeps me positive. Lord knows I've had to start over so many times, and it's never easy, but you do it because you have to, and you have to survive, and to survive you don't give up. I'm a white man, and even for us it is hard now, times are hard for all, nobody is just going to give you success, we have to earn it, all of us. And the sooner we realize in order to move forward we have to let the past be the past and work together for the greater good of all, and not one specific type of person, then the sooner we all can be happy. As long as we hold on to hate and put it forward, we will never solve anything. There are good and bad in every type of person and profession, that has always been true at any point of history, don't believe in lies, find the real facts, not myths or legends, but facts you can actually put your hands on. Think for yourself, but be open to all views. I will for anyone as long as it's for equality across the board, but fight smart, fighting isn't always violent, learn to outsmart your enemies, as God said defeat them with kindness.
I really want to go to the Gwinnett Fair this week, it's here until the 27th, but can't find anyone to go with, so we'll see, but if anyone is game I'm in. I love her, I love spending time with her, I love listening to her, I love helping her, I love knowing her, I love loving her, I just really lover her completely, and I'm ready, I really am, I'm ready for this to happen, I'm ready to be happy with her. It doesn't matter where I'm at in life, I will make this work, I will work my ass off to make sure we're both happy, to me she is worth it.
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