Friday, June 19, 2015

Forever and Always

I love her, and here is the thing about it.  She in the past has push me aside, and given reasons to walk away, and reality is I love her, and I'm not going to walk away from the woman I love.  Good or bad, better or worse, I'm going to stay standing by her side.  I'm not giving her, and so much for my own reasons, but because I love her and want to she her happy and successful.

I want to be there when she stumbles, so I can help her back up.  I want to be there when she reaches the top of the mountain, so I can see her small and tell her how great she is.  You don't give up on real love, you don't leave when things get tough, you don't just stick around for the good stuff, love when it is real is eternal, and when you love someone, you should love them at all times, even when you're mad, sad, glad or happy.

The world is an imperfect place, and all we really have in this life is God and those who love us and who we love.  She and I have had our fights, but we've had our good times, and I like to think with us there so much more good than bad.  And everytime we fight and separate, we always find ourselves coming back to each other because we care, and deep down we love each other.

I think we both know we care about each other, and we always will.  And we want each other to be happy and successful.  And I love her, and yes I want to be her forever, but I want her to realize she wants that too.  She doesn't realize it, but I am her's simply because I chosen to be, and believe me I'm happy to say that.

I'm not saying she is mine, because at this moment that isn't true, but I confess I will want that.  We all have our scars and burdens we choose to carry, my shoulders are stronger than most.  I will neevr give up on her, I will never give up on my love for her, I will always stand with her, and be willing to fight by her side.  To me, we are equals, and thats why I love her, in love thats how it should be, they should equals, no matter what.

I want what is best for her, and in my heart I believe I can give her the best I got.  I look past material things, because I believe God guides us.  My heart is true, I love her, and I'll shout that to the world.  I'm not afraid to step up in anyone's place to keep her happy, but I also will not force my place to be there, because in love you have to trust the one you love to figure it out.

I could give her money, I could buy her a house, I could give her a car, I could give her a job, and truthfully I would do all that, but the greatest gift I choose to give her is myself and my life and my commitment.  Because those are the things that are priceless and irreplaceable, those are the thing s in life that last forever.   Many guys won't ever admit these things, but then again I'm not many guys, I choose to hide from my heart, instead I say accept my heart and I choose to follow it and not be ashamed of it. I love her, and I thank God for her in my life, and no matter what happens, I thank God for giving the love I have for her and how pure it is.  Whether I'm alone, hurting, happy, working, with friends, my greatest gift in life from God is her, and I want her to know that no matter what happens that she will always matter to me and be worth it. I love you.

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