To the woman I love, this is what you mean to me.... I've never met anyone like you. I trust you with my life. And I feel tied to you in a way that I can't explain, but wouldn't
change, ever. And yes, I'm more than willing to say this to her face simply because it is 100% true. You see, I've told her I love her to her face, I've told her I would never stop loving no matter what she does or says, but I've told her to her face I will always respect her first. And if I must hold back my feelings to respect her, I will, but I will never give up on her or stop loving her. I refuse to lie to her on this. I have always been exactly who I say I am, I have always done exactly what I've promised I would, and I always will because I have nothing to hide from her, and even if I did I wouldn't want to. To her I am an open book, but with that said, I am only an open book to very few people in my life, and none more than her.
You see, I believe in God's will and God's way, and God placed this love in me for her and God has left this love in me for her for a reason. That reason is it is part of His will and His way. It is not may place to understand that, or question that, it is simply my place to believe in His will and His way. He never told me what will happen between us before we ultimately fulfill this love, He never told me how long it would be until it happens. I simply accept it and believe completely in Him and the love placed in me. This is why I cannot be shaken or broken or deterred in my love for her. Jab at me all you want, laugh at me all day and night, doubt me until I die, in the end I don't care and it doesn't phase me one bit, in the end all you do is make yourself show your true colors. I know deep down she loves me, and that bothers certain others, but my question to them would be why does it bother you if you trust her and believe in her? Do you fear my love? Do you realize my love is the real thing? Are you insecure in your ownself and own love? So many questions that only certain people can answer.
I am no dummy, although I will sometimes pretend to be oblivious. I notice everything, I am a master at obtaining information, it's a gift I always have. Just because I know something doesn't mean I let you know I know. Information is so valuable when it isn't known you have it. Sometimes saying nothing is stronger than anything else you can do. I know when someone jabs at me, but I take in stride with a smile and confidence, if you have to jab at me, then I must be hitting the truth. Patience is the true key to love, and nobody has patience like me. In the end you always reap what you sow, maybe not in the way you imagined, but you always do. I always do my best to sow kindness, understanding, love, forgiveness, selflessness, positivity and always put others before me. And believe me in the grand scheme of things this is what reap through God. Sometimes I get hurt and set back, but God always places me in a better place, it is why I fear no hate or man or even devil, because I know God will always be with me, and the moment He chooses to let me fall for the final time, I will get to go home to Him in eternal happiness. I understand what the world says now about us, I understand where things currently are at, but I always understand everything changes in time, and God's will and way will always be done on His schedule.
So while at this time she has shackles on me, and I cannot share my feelings with her to her face out of respect for her. Bur I always want to everytime I see her, but until she removes the shackles I will not budge, and I will honor her and respect her because I love her. She asks for a lot, and she deserves it, and I don't mind, when you love someone as I do her, you never mind or complain about making her happy.
You see, I believe in God's will and God's way, and God placed this love in me for her and God has left this love in me for her for a reason. That reason is it is part of His will and His way. It is not may place to understand that, or question that, it is simply my place to believe in His will and His way. He never told me what will happen between us before we ultimately fulfill this love, He never told me how long it would be until it happens. I simply accept it and believe completely in Him and the love placed in me. This is why I cannot be shaken or broken or deterred in my love for her. Jab at me all you want, laugh at me all day and night, doubt me until I die, in the end I don't care and it doesn't phase me one bit, in the end all you do is make yourself show your true colors. I know deep down she loves me, and that bothers certain others, but my question to them would be why does it bother you if you trust her and believe in her? Do you fear my love? Do you realize my love is the real thing? Are you insecure in your ownself and own love? So many questions that only certain people can answer.
I am no dummy, although I will sometimes pretend to be oblivious. I notice everything, I am a master at obtaining information, it's a gift I always have. Just because I know something doesn't mean I let you know I know. Information is so valuable when it isn't known you have it. Sometimes saying nothing is stronger than anything else you can do. I know when someone jabs at me, but I take in stride with a smile and confidence, if you have to jab at me, then I must be hitting the truth. Patience is the true key to love, and nobody has patience like me. In the end you always reap what you sow, maybe not in the way you imagined, but you always do. I always do my best to sow kindness, understanding, love, forgiveness, selflessness, positivity and always put others before me. And believe me in the grand scheme of things this is what reap through God. Sometimes I get hurt and set back, but God always places me in a better place, it is why I fear no hate or man or even devil, because I know God will always be with me, and the moment He chooses to let me fall for the final time, I will get to go home to Him in eternal happiness. I understand what the world says now about us, I understand where things currently are at, but I always understand everything changes in time, and God's will and way will always be done on His schedule.
So while at this time she has shackles on me, and I cannot share my feelings with her to her face out of respect for her. Bur I always want to everytime I see her, but until she removes the shackles I will not budge, and I will honor her and respect her because I love her. She asks for a lot, and she deserves it, and I don't mind, when you love someone as I do her, you never mind or complain about making her happy.
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