Those who truly know me, know that I have one of the biggest hearts out there, and they know I never try to hurt anyone simply because I never believe that is right. However, even though I try hard to word things as positive and constructive as possible, I am a very honest and open person. I simply call it as I see it, and I might not always be right, but often times I'm very close to the mark. You see, I don't be honest to cause problems or stir the pot, no, I do it because I believe in order to find real peace and solutions in life you have to pull back the curtains and really see the truth for what it is.
I encourage growth and positive change in everyone, even myself, and sometimes what I say might rub someone the wrong way unintentionally, but understand I do so with the best intentions. I'm very protective of those I love, and I know my weaknesses and flaws all too well. I'm beyond loyal to a fault of the one's I love. Doing for those I love, is how I do for myself. Just because you can't wrap your head around how I tick or how my happiness works, doesn't mean it isn't real.
With me, there is only way to truly hurt me and possible break me. You can take from me all you want, I can lose my job, I can lose my money, I can lose all my belongings, I can even lose my health, and I will find a way to survive and be happy. But my achilles heel in life, is the one's I love, I can't lose them and be happy, they are my happiness, they are in many ways my reasons for life.
Some people get happiness from taking everything for themselves, but in the end when they have taken everything they feel empty and many times alone, they are left with nothing else to chase and keep them going. Other people, like myself, find their happiness in doing for others, it brings them joy to bring happiness to those the love, and these people may never have all the fame and riches of the world, but we never lose happiness as there is always someone we love to do for.
When I love someone, their dream becomes my dream, my dream is to see and help them achieve their dream, that is my true happiness. I love her, and there nothing I would not do for her, and I will wait for her forever if I must. I'm wise enough to know her life is her own, and her choices are her own as well, even though I truly believe she and I are meant to be for one another, I have to trust her and my love and God enough, to let things play out as they must. In the end, and in time, the truth always reveals itself, and people's true colors always come out. When that time comes, she knows no matter what we've been through, I will be standing right there to help her and love her forever. There is nothing in this world that can ever make me stop believing in her and loving her and wanting to be with her, she is on of a kind, she truly is priceless and only deserves to be treated like the true queen that she is. She cannot be broken, and those that try will always shatter when they hit reality. When you love someone, as I do her, they should be your number one priority even before yourself, because reality is for love to be perfect if you put them first in your life, and they truly love you back, then you will be first in their life, and in the end you both are still covered. Too many people are out for just themselves, and it sounds so good and so ambitious to do that, but in the end it always leads to loneliness because while you were focused own just yourself, you let the rest of the world around you fall apart and disappear. God was selfless, and we are to live in his example, remember that.
I encourage growth and positive change in everyone, even myself, and sometimes what I say might rub someone the wrong way unintentionally, but understand I do so with the best intentions. I'm very protective of those I love, and I know my weaknesses and flaws all too well. I'm beyond loyal to a fault of the one's I love. Doing for those I love, is how I do for myself. Just because you can't wrap your head around how I tick or how my happiness works, doesn't mean it isn't real.
With me, there is only way to truly hurt me and possible break me. You can take from me all you want, I can lose my job, I can lose my money, I can lose all my belongings, I can even lose my health, and I will find a way to survive and be happy. But my achilles heel in life, is the one's I love, I can't lose them and be happy, they are my happiness, they are in many ways my reasons for life.
Some people get happiness from taking everything for themselves, but in the end when they have taken everything they feel empty and many times alone, they are left with nothing else to chase and keep them going. Other people, like myself, find their happiness in doing for others, it brings them joy to bring happiness to those the love, and these people may never have all the fame and riches of the world, but we never lose happiness as there is always someone we love to do for.
When I love someone, their dream becomes my dream, my dream is to see and help them achieve their dream, that is my true happiness. I love her, and there nothing I would not do for her, and I will wait for her forever if I must. I'm wise enough to know her life is her own, and her choices are her own as well, even though I truly believe she and I are meant to be for one another, I have to trust her and my love and God enough, to let things play out as they must. In the end, and in time, the truth always reveals itself, and people's true colors always come out. When that time comes, she knows no matter what we've been through, I will be standing right there to help her and love her forever. There is nothing in this world that can ever make me stop believing in her and loving her and wanting to be with her, she is on of a kind, she truly is priceless and only deserves to be treated like the true queen that she is. She cannot be broken, and those that try will always shatter when they hit reality. When you love someone, as I do her, they should be your number one priority even before yourself, because reality is for love to be perfect if you put them first in your life, and they truly love you back, then you will be first in their life, and in the end you both are still covered. Too many people are out for just themselves, and it sounds so good and so ambitious to do that, but in the end it always leads to loneliness because while you were focused own just yourself, you let the rest of the world around you fall apart and disappear. God was selfless, and we are to live in his example, remember that.
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