There are a lot of people who are selfish in this world, a lot of people who don't care who they have to crush just to get what they want, and there are times I wish I could be more like them honestly. But the problem is I never will be like them, because if I was like them, then I would be losing who I really truly am. I am comfortable with who I am, I am giving and generous, I place those I love before myself, I do things because I feel they are the right thing to do, and not because it benefits me. I love completely, I give without needing anything in return. And yes, I get hurt, I get disappointed, I get taken advantage of, but that one person who sees me for me and truly cares about me and appreciates me, that one person truly makes the rest of the world meaningless.
Really I have two people in my life who I know appreciate me completely, and the rest of world can overlook me or toss me to the side and I don't care. I have two people who love me completely and they are my closest friends, and honestly that is all the approval I need. One is the love of my life, the other is my closest and most trusted friend, and both are a big part of my life and what I'm about. My life isn't perfect, the woman I love isn't with me yet, but in time I know love will find a way, I'm still looking for a job, but things are coming together, and maybe this isn't where I wanted to be at my age, but I know I'm on the right track.
When you love someone, they are all you need to be happy, it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks of you, as long as they love you. I saw the woman I love today, and chatted with her, and all I could think about was how amazing and wonderful she is. I know deep down that right now she is scared and she is afraid to fail, but what I see in her is hard work and determination, I she a woman who is destined to succeed, as woman who should fearless. She is amazing, and mark my words she will be successful, even if I die helping her get there.
I see her, and I see the woman I want a family with, the woman I want a home with, the woman I want to build our dreams together with. I don't connect with people a lot, I trust very few, but with her I'm at ease, I feel connected, I feel like we're together in our thoughts, and together we always make things happen. I want to grow old with her, and even at the end of our lives love like we just met. I want to show her the world and my heart. I want to get lost in her forever. I wish we could make time stand still. I'm afraid of anything or anyone when I'm with her, I love her so much. I know what must happen for us to be together, and I know there would be those who wouldn't be happy for us, but I also know our love is real and that we would be completely and truly happy for life because we truly love each other all the way through, and I know it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks as long as we love one another. Haters will always try to pull us apart, those who feel threatened will always try to put a wedge between us, but understand that only proves more how real our love is, and I promise you nobody and nothing will ever convince me to ever stop loving her and I will never walk away from her. I don't just say the right things, I actually follow through and do them to.
It could be my last day on earth and I could be about to lose everything, but if I had her and we were together, I would be happy and worry free. You haven't truly loved someone until you find someone who completes you, and always makes you happy and at peace no matter if times are good or bad. So to her I thank you, thank you for being you, thank you for stealing my heart, thank you for being the only one I love, thank you for completing, and most of all thank you for being you and letting me be me, and thank you for blessing me with the honor to help you be happy. Sometimes true happiness is right in front of us, and sometimes we fight it, but if we simply let everything else go and trust in it, God has a way of working things out. I offer happiness, I offer loyalty, I offer unconditional love, I offer honesty, I offer all of me, I love you, this is no joke, all I need in life is you, believe me it's true. I love you, and everything about you, and everything that comes with you, I love your past, present and future, I know more then you realize, but I love you. Let's be happy. I won't force you to love me, but I will fight like hell to stay in your life and keep you in mine because I truly love you. I'm not weak because I can't walk away, I'm strong because no matter what happens I refuse to give up on you.
Really I have two people in my life who I know appreciate me completely, and the rest of world can overlook me or toss me to the side and I don't care. I have two people who love me completely and they are my closest friends, and honestly that is all the approval I need. One is the love of my life, the other is my closest and most trusted friend, and both are a big part of my life and what I'm about. My life isn't perfect, the woman I love isn't with me yet, but in time I know love will find a way, I'm still looking for a job, but things are coming together, and maybe this isn't where I wanted to be at my age, but I know I'm on the right track.
When you love someone, they are all you need to be happy, it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks of you, as long as they love you. I saw the woman I love today, and chatted with her, and all I could think about was how amazing and wonderful she is. I know deep down that right now she is scared and she is afraid to fail, but what I see in her is hard work and determination, I she a woman who is destined to succeed, as woman who should fearless. She is amazing, and mark my words she will be successful, even if I die helping her get there.
I see her, and I see the woman I want a family with, the woman I want a home with, the woman I want to build our dreams together with. I don't connect with people a lot, I trust very few, but with her I'm at ease, I feel connected, I feel like we're together in our thoughts, and together we always make things happen. I want to grow old with her, and even at the end of our lives love like we just met. I want to show her the world and my heart. I want to get lost in her forever. I wish we could make time stand still. I'm afraid of anything or anyone when I'm with her, I love her so much. I know what must happen for us to be together, and I know there would be those who wouldn't be happy for us, but I also know our love is real and that we would be completely and truly happy for life because we truly love each other all the way through, and I know it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks as long as we love one another. Haters will always try to pull us apart, those who feel threatened will always try to put a wedge between us, but understand that only proves more how real our love is, and I promise you nobody and nothing will ever convince me to ever stop loving her and I will never walk away from her. I don't just say the right things, I actually follow through and do them to.
It could be my last day on earth and I could be about to lose everything, but if I had her and we were together, I would be happy and worry free. You haven't truly loved someone until you find someone who completes you, and always makes you happy and at peace no matter if times are good or bad. So to her I thank you, thank you for being you, thank you for stealing my heart, thank you for being the only one I love, thank you for completing, and most of all thank you for being you and letting me be me, and thank you for blessing me with the honor to help you be happy. Sometimes true happiness is right in front of us, and sometimes we fight it, but if we simply let everything else go and trust in it, God has a way of working things out. I offer happiness, I offer loyalty, I offer unconditional love, I offer honesty, I offer all of me, I love you, this is no joke, all I need in life is you, believe me it's true. I love you, and everything about you, and everything that comes with you, I love your past, present and future, I know more then you realize, but I love you. Let's be happy. I won't force you to love me, but I will fight like hell to stay in your life and keep you in mine because I truly love you. I'm not weak because I can't walk away, I'm strong because no matter what happens I refuse to give up on you.
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