Friday, October 2, 2015

There Are Times

It's tough, because there are times I feel like you punish me for loving you so much, and I know that isn't true, but sometimes that's how it feels.  Reality is, I know you have a hard time believing someone can love you that much and that true, maybe you never felt love like this before and its just hard for you to wrap your mind around.  Love doesn't always make sense, sometimes love defies all logic.  What you need to ask yourself is why do I refuse to give up on you?  Why do I love you so much? 

But the bottom line is, it doesn't really matter why, what matters is that I do.  That I back what I say and feel 100% and all the time.  My actions have always supported the love I have for you.  You can't plan love, you can't think about how it will work out, love is something that only works if you give it a real chance. 

I pan everything in life, it's why I'm always prepared for things, and always have back up plans, it's just how I am, I'm not reckless at all.  I believe in long term solutions, not quick fixes.  I love you, and to me you are a queen, and I love you so much that I want to make sure we have a plan and situation to last a lifetime, to set us up for life.  I fight to leave a legacy that lasts, not a get by a day at a time type.

You have to understand one common universal truth in life, we are all one mistake away from rock bottom at any given moment.  That is why you have to understand and treat everyone with the same respect and kindness, be humble, be true to each other.  Just because you don't understand my love, or you feel you can't live up to my love, doesn't mean it isn't true.  I've told you all along, you've already lived up to my love, all you ever have to do is trust in yourself and my love enough and let things work out.  You never have to face anything in life alone, all you ever have to do is ask and I'm there, and you know that is true.  I love you, I always will.

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