For the woman I love, I don't write or say things to sway her, I would never try to tell her what is best for her or what decisions to make, I don't feel that is anybody's place but her own. I won't try to tell her what anybody else is doing or thinking for her, it is up to her to make those decisions on her own. You see I trust her, I believe she is more than smart enough to make the right choices in her life, I have faith in her mind, soul and heart, that is love, that is trust. Nobody knows what is best for her but herself in truth. I for one believe in her.
All I can do is tell her how I love her, and what I'm willing to do for her and us. I am willing to both die and live for her, now I'm not saying I would lay my life down just because, but if there was no other option to make sure she lived happily, then yes, I would do what is necessary for her. But more importantly I would live for her, placing her needs before my own without regret, placing our families needs before my own without a second thought, that is who I am and how I love her. You see, I don't want to win her with money or material things, I don't want to trick her into loving me, I don't want to win her with looks or sex. I want to win heart because she realizes my love is real, and I would do anything to protect, provide and live in happiness with her. That is real love, and when you have real love, all those other things like money, sex and so on tend to fall into place.
When she met me, I had nothing, I was beyond struggling, yet she didn't care, she treated me with love and happiness, and truthfully through my struggles I met a woman that I love like no other. It makes no sense to most, but the fact that she could love me even when I had nothing meant everything to me, it made me want to become something so I could prove her love wasn't misplaced. She had no idea at the time I was at rock bottom, but through God's grace she picked me up. I remember I was on the L-Seal and she came to help with some other's one day because they were waiting on work, but she spoke so kindly and at the time I thought nothing of it, but we both got moved to Paintfill, and when she saw me she spoke to me as if we were long time friends, and she made me feel special, and God has us moved to our own Packaging shift, the work sucked, but our friendship blossomed, I remember looking forward to working because I would get to talk to her, the nights she called out really bummed me out, but when she was there I was on cloud nine. We soon got placed on different shifts, and I missed her ever since, I'd make excuses to go see her, but I didn't care. She left the place we worked, and it crushed me, even if I knew she made the right choice, after a few weeks she texted me, I was beyond happy, I asked her out as a friend, she said yes, and that was the happiest night of my life, I had to work the following morning so I had to leave much earlier than I wanted, to this day I wish I would of stayed longer and not gone to work. Misunderstandings happened, I made some mistakes, but I learned, in my fear of losing her I turned to her mother because I knew she would look out for us both, and I don't regret that because her mother and I became best friends and for that I have been eternally grateful. Things were rough, but through time we worked it out. I still love her, I can't give up on her, she truly is the love of my life.
She doesn't realize what she did for me, but she doesn't have too, because she was simply being who she is and that is what she did for me, she didn't hide herself, she was exactly who she is and that meant the world to me. She let me into her life, you can't do more for a person. I might not be perfect, I will make mistakes, but I will always love her completely and do my very best to be there for her and do what I can to help her. One thing she can honestly say about me is I have never allowed my morals or integrity to be changed, I stay true to who I am and what I believe in, and I believe in her and doing things the right way and treating all as equals.
With me you know I will never give up on us, I will never stop loving you, and I will always fight by your side. You always wondered why I loved you so much and what you did for me, now you know. You truly are a blessing from God whether you realize it or not, you completely changed my life for the better, I can never let that go. I won't tell you what to do, I want you to choose on your own in time, but I do love you, and if we ever get our chance I swear on my life I won't disappoint you and I will always love and protect you, or die trying. You are my everything.
All I can do is tell her how I love her, and what I'm willing to do for her and us. I am willing to both die and live for her, now I'm not saying I would lay my life down just because, but if there was no other option to make sure she lived happily, then yes, I would do what is necessary for her. But more importantly I would live for her, placing her needs before my own without regret, placing our families needs before my own without a second thought, that is who I am and how I love her. You see, I don't want to win her with money or material things, I don't want to trick her into loving me, I don't want to win her with looks or sex. I want to win heart because she realizes my love is real, and I would do anything to protect, provide and live in happiness with her. That is real love, and when you have real love, all those other things like money, sex and so on tend to fall into place.
When she met me, I had nothing, I was beyond struggling, yet she didn't care, she treated me with love and happiness, and truthfully through my struggles I met a woman that I love like no other. It makes no sense to most, but the fact that she could love me even when I had nothing meant everything to me, it made me want to become something so I could prove her love wasn't misplaced. She had no idea at the time I was at rock bottom, but through God's grace she picked me up. I remember I was on the L-Seal and she came to help with some other's one day because they were waiting on work, but she spoke so kindly and at the time I thought nothing of it, but we both got moved to Paintfill, and when she saw me she spoke to me as if we were long time friends, and she made me feel special, and God has us moved to our own Packaging shift, the work sucked, but our friendship blossomed, I remember looking forward to working because I would get to talk to her, the nights she called out really bummed me out, but when she was there I was on cloud nine. We soon got placed on different shifts, and I missed her ever since, I'd make excuses to go see her, but I didn't care. She left the place we worked, and it crushed me, even if I knew she made the right choice, after a few weeks she texted me, I was beyond happy, I asked her out as a friend, she said yes, and that was the happiest night of my life, I had to work the following morning so I had to leave much earlier than I wanted, to this day I wish I would of stayed longer and not gone to work. Misunderstandings happened, I made some mistakes, but I learned, in my fear of losing her I turned to her mother because I knew she would look out for us both, and I don't regret that because her mother and I became best friends and for that I have been eternally grateful. Things were rough, but through time we worked it out. I still love her, I can't give up on her, she truly is the love of my life.
She doesn't realize what she did for me, but she doesn't have too, because she was simply being who she is and that is what she did for me, she didn't hide herself, she was exactly who she is and that meant the world to me. She let me into her life, you can't do more for a person. I might not be perfect, I will make mistakes, but I will always love her completely and do my very best to be there for her and do what I can to help her. One thing she can honestly say about me is I have never allowed my morals or integrity to be changed, I stay true to who I am and what I believe in, and I believe in her and doing things the right way and treating all as equals.
With me you know I will never give up on us, I will never stop loving you, and I will always fight by your side. You always wondered why I loved you so much and what you did for me, now you know. You truly are a blessing from God whether you realize it or not, you completely changed my life for the better, I can never let that go. I won't tell you what to do, I want you to choose on your own in time, but I do love you, and if we ever get our chance I swear on my life I won't disappoint you and I will always love and protect you, or die trying. You are my everything.
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