One thing everyone has to realize is that every decision in life has both good and bad consequences, and the trick making decisions where to you the good outweighs the bad. And honestly, these decisions are never really easy that often. Even in love, there is good and bad results, even in the most successful relationship there is a degree of good and bad. You just got to decide is the good worth dealing with the bad.
I love her, and I know full well what I'm getting myself into by loving her and wanting to spend my life with her, I realize who she is, I realize there will be times she'll test me, there will be times she'll challenge me, but I don't care. Because I love her, and to me the good of her far outweighs any bad of her. And I pray she knows what she would be getting into by loving me for life, I'm no different than anyone else, I have my good qualities and my my bad ones. But I like to think I do more good for who than bad.
I love her edge, and truthfully I love her smartass mouth and attitude, many times its what keeps me laughing even when she is dogging me out. I don't mind her standing up to me or challenging me, God knows I need that from her at times. Just like I try to motivate her and build her up, she does the same to me. I don't mind that we are both stubborn and butt heads at times, because some of the best ideas come from two loved ones butting heads and working things out. A lot of traits many people might see as negatives in her, I really see as positives. Truth is, in a perfect world we could just chill for life and not worry about anything and be fine, but this world isn't perfect. And we both realize that, and realize we got to work for the life we want. She and I really want the same thing in love and life, in a way we are in very similar spots in life. We're both ready to settle down, we're both ready to find careers, we're both ready to step to that next level of life, and I believe together we can do this.
I don't want her to second guess herself or be nervous, I want her to step up and reach out to me, and give us a chance, I want to see her take that leap of faith, just as I did when I first told her I loved her. I'm all in, and I want to see her jump all in too. Lord knows I need some love, its been a long time, but I don't want just any love, I want the one I love and she is the only one I need. She can have me with a simple call, in my mind and heart I'm already her's. I could make her wait, I could make myself not available all the time, I could pretend not to love her, but truthfully I hate playing those games, when it comes to love I want to get straight to the point, so I'm the type you won't lie about my love, I'll just pint blank so you I love you.
I love her, and I know full well what I'm getting myself into by loving her and wanting to spend my life with her, I realize who she is, I realize there will be times she'll test me, there will be times she'll challenge me, but I don't care. Because I love her, and to me the good of her far outweighs any bad of her. And I pray she knows what she would be getting into by loving me for life, I'm no different than anyone else, I have my good qualities and my my bad ones. But I like to think I do more good for who than bad.
I love her edge, and truthfully I love her smartass mouth and attitude, many times its what keeps me laughing even when she is dogging me out. I don't mind her standing up to me or challenging me, God knows I need that from her at times. Just like I try to motivate her and build her up, she does the same to me. I don't mind that we are both stubborn and butt heads at times, because some of the best ideas come from two loved ones butting heads and working things out. A lot of traits many people might see as negatives in her, I really see as positives. Truth is, in a perfect world we could just chill for life and not worry about anything and be fine, but this world isn't perfect. And we both realize that, and realize we got to work for the life we want. She and I really want the same thing in love and life, in a way we are in very similar spots in life. We're both ready to settle down, we're both ready to find careers, we're both ready to step to that next level of life, and I believe together we can do this.
I don't want her to second guess herself or be nervous, I want her to step up and reach out to me, and give us a chance, I want to see her take that leap of faith, just as I did when I first told her I loved her. I'm all in, and I want to see her jump all in too. Lord knows I need some love, its been a long time, but I don't want just any love, I want the one I love and she is the only one I need. She can have me with a simple call, in my mind and heart I'm already her's. I could make her wait, I could make myself not available all the time, I could pretend not to love her, but truthfully I hate playing those games, when it comes to love I want to get straight to the point, so I'm the type you won't lie about my love, I'll just pint blank so you I love you.
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