Thursday, October 22, 2015

No Matter What

I love her, and I'm fully committed to her.  I want to see her succeed and be happy.  I want to see her smile and love her dreams.  I want her to be able to live worry free.  I want her to know she never has to her battles alone in this world.  I don't just want these things for her, I also want to be a part of these things with her.  Nothing she or anyone else says or does will ever change my love for her, it simply isn't possible, and that is just the truth.  I love her so much that she could shoot me and my dying breath would be telling her I love her.  It's not that I'm blind and I don't think she can do no wrong, but rather I don't care if she messes up at times.  Truth is, we all mess up at times, and I look past her mistakes in love.

Reality is thought, she doesn't make as many mistakes as some or herself may think.  She is bold, yet careful, and she isn't afraid to let herself be heard.  She takes risk, and some turn out good and some don't, but that is why they are risk.  But through it all, she doesn't give up on herself.  I see her true heart, and it is a amazing, I know how it feels to be loved by her.  God knows there will be times we butt heads, we are both so stubborn, but the thing is we've always been able to find a way to love each other enough to respect each other.  I'm the careful one, she is the one who takes risk, and in reality when we're together we balance each other out and push each other out of their comfort zones slightly.

And this is a wonderful thing.  Love shouldn't be complacent, she challenges me, and I try to challenge her, and in the end we are both better for it.  We've had a bond for five years now, we've had our ups, and we've had our downs, yet we we've never given up on each other, and the reason is we do love each other for real.  I may be a gentlemen, but I believe she deserves the utmost respect, this woman is a great mother and daughter, and someone I know I can always trust in, she deserves respect always.  But she is a woman whom I confess makes me want to at times drop the gentlemen and let her explore my darker side.  I want to hold her, and be held by her.  I want to hear her voice and laughter.  I want to catch her tears and show her that happy times are coming.  I know neither of us are in good places right now, not really bad places persay, just not where we want to be, but thats the beauty of it, together we can make our lives better and get to where we both need to be.  We work so great together when we try, always have.  Maybe God had this planned, maybe who put us in a rut and similar places on purpose, maybe He wanted us both to she how much we loved each other and how even in bad times we'd both be there for one another.

I love you, to my you are great, and I want to give you the very best in life.  At this point what do we have to lose, why not try, and just maybe we wind up being the best love in each other's lives.  You don't until you try for real.

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