Today I was around the woman I love for a while, and all that went through my mind was how much I want be with her and how both beautiful and amazing she truly is. Today all but verified how deeply and truly I love her. It took every ounce of restraint in me to not say something, to not tell her. Not because I didn't want to tell her, but because the situation between us is complicated. The thing is she knows I love her, she knows I want and need her, I've told her before, and now the way things are between us, I need her to show me she is ready to give us a chance, and until she does, I will remain silent on my love.
I don't want to push her away, and I will never give up on her and never stop loving her. Today I was at her mercy, I confess she could of had me do anything today. It's a hard feeling to describe if you have never felt this love before, it's like the instant I'm near her, no matter what she looks like or is doing, I'm immediately committed to her. My heart is within her no doubt, and I'm more than ok with this. I see her in a light that can't be dimmed. I love her.
I just want to be around her, even if we do nothing but chill next to each other all day. It's not the situation I'm drawn to, I'm drawn to her. It's hard holding it in, but I respect her and love her, I want her to make this choice on her own will. Love on this level is so different, so powerful, so peaceful. Everything in this world is better when I'm with her. We barely spoke today, nothing special was said, yet I felt myself completely falling for her over and over again. She is so amazing, so great, so beautiful, so smart, so strong, she is the only woman I ever want or need. She is my everything, and at a moments notice, when she is ready, I am completely her's.
Words simply can't describe how I love her, its a feeling beyond comprehension.
I don't want to push her away, and I will never give up on her and never stop loving her. Today I was at her mercy, I confess she could of had me do anything today. It's a hard feeling to describe if you have never felt this love before, it's like the instant I'm near her, no matter what she looks like or is doing, I'm immediately committed to her. My heart is within her no doubt, and I'm more than ok with this. I see her in a light that can't be dimmed. I love her.
I just want to be around her, even if we do nothing but chill next to each other all day. It's not the situation I'm drawn to, I'm drawn to her. It's hard holding it in, but I respect her and love her, I want her to make this choice on her own will. Love on this level is so different, so powerful, so peaceful. Everything in this world is better when I'm with her. We barely spoke today, nothing special was said, yet I felt myself completely falling for her over and over again. She is so amazing, so great, so beautiful, so smart, so strong, she is the only woman I ever want or need. She is my everything, and at a moments notice, when she is ready, I am completely her's.
Words simply can't describe how I love her, its a feeling beyond comprehension.
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