I love her, and when you love someone I believe you should be there for them when they need you, but not just that, be there for them when they don't need you either, be there for them when you can help them and be there for them even if you know you can't help but you still try. My point is this, with love, you never leave them stranded, you stay by them when things are good and bad between you. No matter if either of you are sad, happy, mad, depressed, positive, negative, crazy, successful or anything else, you stay by them because you love them and believe in them. That's how I love her.
And I know she may not like this, but my heart is no longer mine and never will be again, my heart is with her whether she wants it or not. And I know by loving her forever I may miss other opportunities with others, but I'm more than ok with that. I don't love others, nor do I want to love others like that, I love her and her alone, and quite honestly I'm at peace with that through God. People may say I''m crazy, maybe I am, but I just see myself as true to my love and loyal like no other.
I don't talk about her anymore with anyone, unless they bring her up, and even then I keep it brief and only on topics I know aren't personal. But I always speak highly of her, and it isn't just lip service, I truly believe she is the greatest person God placed on the Earth. And know thats not a cheap shot to make her feel good, its honestly how I feel. Sometimes I think she questions my love, she questions how I can love her so true, all I can say is believe me my love is real for her.
I can be shy, but believe me there are layers upon layers to me, I am not what my cover says I am. Who I am in public, is not who I am with the one I love. It's just I think you should save a part of yourself for just the one you love, thats the fun in the mystery to me. I truly don't know much of anything going on in her life right now, I'm kind of taking the approach she'll come to me and tell me if she wants me to know. I'm going on my pure instinct and observations right now and have been for months.
I'm not giving up on her, until we try and we both find out if we succeed or fail in love. I'm no quitter in life. You don't give up on real love, you just don't throw God's gift of love away like that. My love extends through her, to her family as well, I love it all. And there is no walls or fires I wouldn't go through to be there with her and for her in love. I wish she would take that leap of faith, and don't fear losing me, just take the risk and let love decide our fate through God.
And I know she may not like this, but my heart is no longer mine and never will be again, my heart is with her whether she wants it or not. And I know by loving her forever I may miss other opportunities with others, but I'm more than ok with that. I don't love others, nor do I want to love others like that, I love her and her alone, and quite honestly I'm at peace with that through God. People may say I''m crazy, maybe I am, but I just see myself as true to my love and loyal like no other.
I don't talk about her anymore with anyone, unless they bring her up, and even then I keep it brief and only on topics I know aren't personal. But I always speak highly of her, and it isn't just lip service, I truly believe she is the greatest person God placed on the Earth. And know thats not a cheap shot to make her feel good, its honestly how I feel. Sometimes I think she questions my love, she questions how I can love her so true, all I can say is believe me my love is real for her.
I can be shy, but believe me there are layers upon layers to me, I am not what my cover says I am. Who I am in public, is not who I am with the one I love. It's just I think you should save a part of yourself for just the one you love, thats the fun in the mystery to me. I truly don't know much of anything going on in her life right now, I'm kind of taking the approach she'll come to me and tell me if she wants me to know. I'm going on my pure instinct and observations right now and have been for months.
I'm not giving up on her, until we try and we both find out if we succeed or fail in love. I'm no quitter in life. You don't give up on real love, you just don't throw God's gift of love away like that. My love extends through her, to her family as well, I love it all. And there is no walls or fires I wouldn't go through to be there with her and for her in love. I wish she would take that leap of faith, and don't fear losing me, just take the risk and let love decide our fate through God.
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