Every second of every day I fight the urge to call or text her, to try and see her, and believe me it's hard to fight. I want to tell her I love her, how amazing she is, I want to compliment her, I want to make her smile, I want to make her happy, I want to brighten her day, and I want to remind her she is loved and never has to shoulder any burden alone. But, I understand in my position I can't push too hard right now, she is the type who might run from that, and it's frustrating because I mean well with it. My intentions are pure.
I know she hates it when I say it, but she is my world, to me she is the best thing that will ever happen to me, and believe me I'm ok with that, because she is amazing inside and out. I would literally trade everything in the world just to spend my life with her in love and happiness. I know that's extreme, but trust me I mean it. If we got together, she asked us to move far away, I wouldn't hesitate at all, because all I need to be happy is her. Life is simpler when you realize what one person makes you truly happy, suddenly everything just levels out.
I've always been the one to reach out first, to make the effort to re-establish are relationship as friends and try for more. I know how valuable I am, I know I am a catch like no other, and it's time I held back and made her be the one to come after me. To take that step and re-connect with me, if nothing else it'll prove to me she loves me and is really ready to make things happen. If she would take the steps and make plans with me, and surprise me with things we can do together, believe me it would blow up my world in a great way.
That's the thing about me, I don't mind making the plans, but honestly I'm easy to entertain, because it doesn't matter what we do together as long as we're together I will have a great time, so I tend to like it when she makes the plans. She can't really go wrong when planning with me, I'm pretty flexible and will adapt to pretty much anything. I love her, and I'm ready for this to happen, she has no idea how ready I am to make her world and dreams come true. All I want in life, is to make the woman I love the happiest woman alive and to be able to help her make her dreams come true, if I can make that happen for her, than ironically I can die happy because my dreams will have come true. I love her so much, and I pray God will help her see that one day. I'll never give up on her, I choose not to give up on love and myself.
I know she hates it when I say it, but she is my world, to me she is the best thing that will ever happen to me, and believe me I'm ok with that, because she is amazing inside and out. I would literally trade everything in the world just to spend my life with her in love and happiness. I know that's extreme, but trust me I mean it. If we got together, she asked us to move far away, I wouldn't hesitate at all, because all I need to be happy is her. Life is simpler when you realize what one person makes you truly happy, suddenly everything just levels out.
I've always been the one to reach out first, to make the effort to re-establish are relationship as friends and try for more. I know how valuable I am, I know I am a catch like no other, and it's time I held back and made her be the one to come after me. To take that step and re-connect with me, if nothing else it'll prove to me she loves me and is really ready to make things happen. If she would take the steps and make plans with me, and surprise me with things we can do together, believe me it would blow up my world in a great way.
That's the thing about me, I don't mind making the plans, but honestly I'm easy to entertain, because it doesn't matter what we do together as long as we're together I will have a great time, so I tend to like it when she makes the plans. She can't really go wrong when planning with me, I'm pretty flexible and will adapt to pretty much anything. I love her, and I'm ready for this to happen, she has no idea how ready I am to make her world and dreams come true. All I want in life, is to make the woman I love the happiest woman alive and to be able to help her make her dreams come true, if I can make that happen for her, than ironically I can die happy because my dreams will have come true. I love her so much, and I pray God will help her see that one day. I'll never give up on her, I choose not to give up on love and myself.
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