I love you, I want you, I need you, and there is nothing wrong with that, because you are amazing in my eyes. I want to spend my life waking up next to you, I want to spend my life growing with you.
I'm ready for you, I can handle anything you throw at me, our time is finally here, let's make it epic.
I love you, and you will also be my one and only true love. I let you obliterate my heart, and I hurt everytime I miss you, and I will spend my entire life wanting and needing to be with you. But despite all that has happened between us, the good and the bad, I want you to know I would gladly do it all again, because baby you're worth it, you are worth all my love, and you are the closest thing to perfection to ever exist in my eyes. And maybe I'm filling your head with more praise than needed, but I don't care, I want you to know how amazing you are and how much I love you.
I don't know if you ever truly loved someone that you were willing to put yourself second to them, you were willing lay down your life for them if needed, you were willing to let them devour your heart soul because you were happier with them. I love you, and no matter how things end up between us, you will always be my true love and my keys to true happiness. As long as I am not with you, I will always have a huge hole in my life.
I want to be your punching bag, I want to be your rock, I want to be your sword, I want to be your shield, I want to be confident, I want to be your drive, I want see your animal side, and I want you to challenge me and push me, believe it or not, its your aggressive side I love most. Yeah you keep my head spinning, but sometimes that is a good thing.
Whatever it takes, I want to be your happiness and answer to all your dreams. All you have to do is walk up and tell me I'm your's. Time can't heal all wounds, some wounds just hide themselves and never truly go away. My love for you is something in me that will never go away.
All I need in life is you, and nothing else even matters to me.
Its strange, I think about you all the time, I mean I love you like no other, but today you really were on my mind heavily. I really missed and needed you today. You see, I'm about to take a big step, and it could change a lot of things. Before I start I want you to know, I love you for real, you will always be my number one, and you will always have my heart. My dream will always be to spend my life with you. No matter what happens to you in life, you can never say that you were never truly loved by anyone, because as long I have breathe I love you more than life itself. I am the man who not only was willing but wanted to make your dreams come true and provide for you, but the same man who actually had the means and drive to do just that for life. I am the man who kept his promises to you, I am the man who never gave up on you. I am the man who was willing to let you figure things out and wait and still love you.
All that being said, I want you to know when and if I start dating other people, I will take them seriously and give them a real chance. I won't leave any of them for you, because I won't hurt anyone like that. If we're both single and things happen, then maybe, but if I'm taken then no matter how much I love and want to be with you, I won't leave them for you. Once I'm gone, I'm gone. I don't ever want to lose or leave you, I truly want to spend my life with you, but if you keep pushing me away and someone else takes me in, then you nobody else but yourself to blame, because honestly I've given every chance in the world. Unlike you, who I still feel never gave me a chance to show you how real and true my love is. I know things got complicated, and I know we both messed up, but love isn't perfect, and for love to last you have to move past those screw ups and give each other a real chance to learn from them. I feel you never gave me that chance, that you gave up before we ever got going. You say I never acted, I only texted, but the reason I never went beyond is you kept pushing me away when I tried, you kept finding excuses and reasons why we couldn't.
I might be dating someone soon, it's too early to say, but I'm really interested in this person, and I'm going to attempt to give them the chance. I made mistake in life though, I feel in love with you, and as unfair as it is, when I date this person I'll be comparing them to you and I'm sure at times thinking of you, and thats how it'll be for me forever, because you will always be my true love. I never asked you to keep our friendship a secret, I never asked you to keep anything we did a secret, you chose to do that, not me, I respected your relationships and as hard and painful as it was for me, I always let your relationships play themselves out, I never tried to alter them, yet you pushed me out still.
I love your family, your mother is my closest friend, your daughter is one of the people that makes me smile every time I see her and I love her as if she were my own, even your brothers and stepdad I love like family. I love everything about you, I don't know everything about you, but I know you better than you think.
And you really don't know much about me, like you think you do. Quick quiz:
What's my favorite food? Steak and Crab Legs
What's my favorite color? Dark Blue
Where was I born? Kissimmee, Florida
Where did I go to high school? Shiloh
How old am I? 34
When is my birthday? September 21
What's my favorite number? 14
Look, thats just stupid basic questions, and I'm willing to bet you couldn't answer more than two of them without seeing the answers. I've always wanted to let you in, and I've always wanted to more about you, you just have a way of making that hard on me when I try. I never blamed, I never blamed anyone else, I haven't even blamed myself for why we ended up this way. The thing is we all had a part to play. I still love you, and we still have a chance if you act soon, but once I'm taken, then I'm taken. I'll never be truly happy with anyone else, I'll be happy but not truly happy, because the truth is I'll also dream of being with you.
I can be successful with or without you, and I will be, I just prefer it be with you so I can be happy and successful. So if things don't work out for you like you think they will, I can't guarantee I'll still be available, so think about it, this is the risk you take. Love, no matter how true or strong, can missed and never recovered if you wait too long.
If I could run the world, believe me you would have everything and anything you need, I would see to it you were happy and free of all burdens. I would gladly grant your every wish and dream is a second. I love you.
I never knew such a day could come
And I never knew such a love
Could be inside of one
And I never knew what my life was for
But now that you're here I know for sure
I never knew till I looked in your eyes
I was incomplete till the day you walked into my life
And I never knew that my heart could feel
So precious and pure
One love so real
Can I just see you every morning when
I open my eyes
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me
Every night
Can we just feel this way together
Till the end of all time
Can I just spend my life with you
Now baby the days and the weeks
And the years will roll by
But nothing will change the love inside
Of you and I
And baby I'll never find any words
That could explain
Just how much my heart my life
My soul you've changed
Can you run to these open arms
When no one else understands
Can we tell God and the whole world
I'm your man, and you're my woman
Can't you just feel how much I love you
With one touch of my hand
Can I just spend my life with you
No touch has ever felt so wonderful
(You are incredible)
And a deeper love I've never known
(I'll never let you go)
I swear this love is true
(Now and forever to you)
(only for you)
To you
Can I just see you every morning when
I open my eyes
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me
Every night
Can we just feel this way together
Till the end of all time
Can I just spend my life with you
Can you run to these open arms
When no one else understands
Can we tell God and the whole world
You're my woman, and I'm your man
Can't you just feel how much I love you
With one touch of my hand
Can I just spend my life with you
Can I just spend my life with you
Can I just spend my life with you
(Forever here with you)
Can I just spend my life with you
Can I just see you every morning when I
Open my eyes
For some reason people seem to feel love is something that can be turned on or off, or be realized frequently with several people. They don't seem to understand the difference in simply caring as opposed to loving. The word love has been devalued and overused over the years, that people truly lose the true meaning of it. I for one haven't forgotten that meaning, and it's why when I use the word love I mean it, and I rarely use it. There is only one woman I love, and I will always love her, and I will always choose her and want to spend my life with her. That will never change. There no one and nothing that will ever change my heart or mind about that. I wish people would just simply grasp that.
Now, don't get me wrong, I'll date other people and I'll give them a fair try, but the reality is my heart will always be on her, because she is the one I love. I'm a one woman man, and I know my heart, and I have to be true to it for myself and those I care about. Once I'm taken, I'm taken, I don't turn back. Thats how I love. I'm not trying to be difficult, I'm simply being honest. She and everyone don't understand how powerful my love is for her, how true it is, I'm sorry if you don't like it or understand it, but you can't control who you truly love in life. Love is stronger than any other emotion to exist. I used right, it truly can conquer all, but it has to be pure, true, unselfish and loyal.
In life, the real truth nobody is innocent in any situation, we either cause the incident intentionally or we put ourselves in the incident unintentionally based on decisions we made leading to that point. So in reality there are no true victims in life. I find it interesting when I hear people making excuses for things that happen to them, and when others think they just are playing the victim, but then those same people saying that they're playing the victim fail to claim there part in causing the incident. My point is this, we all are the cause collectively, you can't know what anyone else is going or why they made those choices without walking their path. We all have our reasons, we all have our burdens and doubts, we all make mistakes, not everything we do is intentional.
I for one am harder on myself than most, believe me I know my faults, and I know my part in things, I realize I'm not an innocent victim, but I also realize nobody is either. I realize when they took their actions or lack of actions, I made a choice based on that, and then they made a choice based on my choice, and so on, it's a vicious circle that ultimately we all cause. I don't often talk or write about my flaws because those things I run through my own mind every second of every breathe I take. Just because one doesn't openly say their faults doesn't mean they don't own them, it just means they don't feel the need to share them. Every action in life stems from a another action, and all actions have a counter reaction, that's life.
So I when I vent, I'm venting, I'm not blaming anyone, I'm not playing a victim, I'm simply venting. And what I've learned in life is when most people call someone out on something, they tend to be guilty themselves to some degree. We all see things differently, because we all live different lives and point of views. We all would do well to remember that.
I'm a very thankful person, I have wonderful friends and they know who they are, I make good money and have a steady job, I have my own place, and I have good health. Am I missing some things, yes, like the woman I love, and yes that is the most important thing to me, but just because I may hurt missing that, doesn't mean I'm not thankful for my other blessings. Even though I hurt deeply, I will always remain successful and positive.
I try to see things from all views, and I try to figure things out or why things happen, I never try to blame anyone solely, but I'm to afraid to speak my heart and mind to reveal the truth. The truth always comes out, and it will solve almost anything. People doubt my heart and sincerity, but I'm real, as real as they come. And thats why I get frustrated, I lay my heart out there openly, and people have been so burned by others or this world, that good hearted people like me get doubted all the time. Good people still exist, I promise.
I love her, that will never change. I don't blame her for anything, we both had a hand in this equally. I just feel we're worth the fight, because I know I truly love her, and I feel in my heart deep down she does love me too even if she is afraid to admit it. So for better or worse, I will wait for her and only her, and understand that is my choice, but also understand that is how much I love her that I'm willing to risk waiting forever for her. I'm willing to pay whatever price I must, try me, and you'll see I'm not lying.
Love is willingly giving yourself to someone completely, willing to do whatever it takes to help them live their dreams and be happy, love is knowing how valuable and amazing you are, yet still willing allow someone to have you completely, being willing to stand by them through thick and thin. Love isn't casual, love doesn't happen to us often in our lives, real love is rare and when feel it, you should do whatever it takes to not let it just slip away. Truth is, when you have real love for someone, you overthink, and many times we find reasons why it won't work, rather than see the obvious million reasons it will work. We say things like, it's too good to be true, we're too different, they aren't my type, but reality is real love doesn't have a type. Real love doesn't come in a specific mold or color, no, real love comes from inside, real is a real feeling that will make someone your type, simply because real love will change your type, if you learn to believe in your real love.
I swear on my life, I have real love for her, she owns me, and honestly I want that. I don't submit to anyone, in fact, truth she is the only person I've ever willingly handed the keys to my heart and soul to, and I don't regret it. Some say I'm wrapped around her finger, and maybe there is truth to that, but ti isn't that simple. I may be wrapped around her finger, but I'm not a simple ring, no, I'm her brass knuckles, because I will risk it all until my last breathe, to protect her and provide her. I might not be the strongest dog in the fight, I might be the smartest, but I am the bravest and most loyal, and I'm more resourceful than almost anyone else.
When a man loves a woman like I do, nothing will stop him from putting it all on the line to keep her safe and happy, and I mean nothing. I love her, she is my life, I love her family, her mother, her daughter and everyone else around her. What she has in me is greater than she will ever realize. I am the one, the one who will go the distance for her, the one who will walk that extra mile, I am the one she has been searching for, sometimes God places blessings right in front of us, and we refuse to accept them because in our mind its not what we pictured.
Many people will say pretty things, they'll play mind tricks with you, but when it comes time to deliver or keep those promises they fall short, and truth is revealed. Not me, I back what I say, I keep my promises, no tricks, no games, there is so much more to me than meets the eye, but you won't ever find out what until you give us a try. I hold back with you, at times I've shown you glimpse on how I can provide for you, but you haven't seen anything yet. Sometimes you have to be patient, the quick reward isn't always the biggest reward, stay the course, and believe me I'm living proof. Some think I have no plans, little do they know my plan has been ongoing for years, and believe me its grand and going well.
I love her, she is my everything, and I'm willing to be her's, to be whatever she needs from me. All I need is for her step up, and come take me, I will be her property and her's alone. Stop doubting my love, and start believing in us. Because I never stopped believing in her. She has a plan, and I believe she is smart and strong, I'm man who is not only willing, but who knows he can make her plan a reality. I say, let's do this already, I fear nobody when she is by my side, she can world, all i want is to be her love.
Yes, I love her unconditionally. Yes, in my eyes she is perfect. Yes, I do place her on a pedestal. The thing is, to me she deserves no less and is by far worth it. With that being said, I'm also very aware nobody, even her, can live up to those expectations. But thats just it, she doesn't need or have to, because no matter what, I love her.
I know she isn't really perfect, and I know she will make mistakes, and I know we will butt heads at time, and I know there will be struggles. I understand the risk, but believe me the risk is more than worth the reward. Nobody is perfect, thats just the truth of it. I'm not looking for perfection in love or her, in many ways her imperfections make her unique and to me beautiful.
I love the fact we are different in many ways, but deep down I know we both want and dream the same things. Maybe our paths differ, but I believe thats our greatest strength, we can combine our paths into one great one. Somewhere I'm weak at, she is strong, and vice versa. When it comes to love, I don't want to love someone just like me, no, that love won't last. I want someone who challenges me, pushes me, yet supports me as I will do the same for them.
I love her, I want the best for her, I want to spend my entire life with her. I love everything about her, good and bad, strengths and weaknesses, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. And in my eyes, she is beautiful and perfect. Thats just it, it doesn't matter what the world thinks of her, is doesn't matter if reality is she isn't perfect, it doesn't matter if she doesn't think she can match my expectations, no, because in my eyes she is perfect and already surpassed anything I've ever expected of her.
Love is pure, love is loyal, love is kind, love is truth, love never gives up. And believe me, I will never give up on loving her. Take my hand, and I promise to take you to the promise land. I will be your shield, I will be your sword, I will carry your burdens, I will brighten your skies, whatever it takes, life or death, I will stay by your side until your dreams come true and we reach the promise land. That is my promise to you, and I will keep through this life and the next, because I love you. All I ask is you trust in my love, as I trust in you.
Every time I look at my phone, I want to send you a friend invite on Facebook or Instagram, I want to text you or call you, I just want to see you, but I know I have to hold back, I have to let you come to me this time, I need you to love me enough to chase me, and come after me. And I pray everyday that God allows His will for us to take place, reality is, neither of us truly know God's plans for us, but I believe with all my soul, that this pure God has placed in me for you and your family means something, something great. So I choose to not give up on you. I love you. An yes, everytime I see you I want to kiss you, grab you and tell you how I feel. But you've always pulled away before I can try, one day I believe our time will come.
Look, I know sometimes I rant or vent, and other times I make great points. Not everything I say or write is right, but not everything I say or write is wrong either. My point is, I'm not ashamed of how I feel about things. I like to think I make an extra effort to see all sides and views of things before I make my decisions. I've never believed life is simply black and white, or right and wrong, there are so many gray areas people tend to forget about. So many people have tunnel vision and only see how things affect themselves, but rarely step back and see how things might affect someone else.
But I digress, I voice my feelings and thoughts on how I love her for one simple reason. My love for her is very real and I'm very passionate about her. To me, there is nothing in life more important to me than my love for her. I don't care what the world sees or thinks, to me she is the ultimate woman and ultimate love, she is the one only true love to me. There is no other her, and she is that amazing to me. I would gladly hand over everything else in my life, in exchange to spend my life with her loving each other in happiness. And I'm not ashamed to admit that, because I'm not ashamed of her.
I understand to take on her love, I have to take on everything and everyone that comes with her, and I can honestly say, I would be honor to do just that, because she is worth it.
A guy tells a woman he loves her quickly? To women he is desperate.
A guy confessed he needs the woman he loves because he is happy with her? To women he is needy.
A guy backs off and lets the woman come to him? To women he is too passive or weak.
A guy does everything he can to provide for his or be there for her? To women he is too clingy.
A guy makes sure he acknowledges the woman he loves every day? To woman he is annoying.
A guy says he'll wait for the woman he loves? To women he is just a friend.
A guy doesn't try to get in your pants quickly? To women he is to slow.
But then these same women wonder why the good guys are all gone, and they keep getting guys that treat them like property. Well, you keep the good guys confused, because no matter what we do for you or how we love you, you always find a way to see just the negative in it for us.
Let me tell you a secret, all guys want to be loved, and all guys need the woman we love, all guys are soft in this regard. But few men accept and admit that, that is real courage and strength. We say we love you, because we aren't ashamed of it or you, not because we're desperate. We confess we need you, because we know you are amazing and don't want to lose you to someone else, not because we're needy. We back off and let you come to us, because you ask us to and we respect you, not because we're weak. We provide you with all we can, because we love you and you matter to us, not because we're clingy. We call or text everyday, because we don't want you to ever doubt we love you, not because we're annoying. We are willing to wait for you, because we love you so much we're willing to let you find yourself first, not because we are just friends. We don't try to sleep with you quickly, because you're worth to us and we want to truly love you before we risk cheapening the relationship, not because we're slow.
Wake up! When a man loves you truly, a good man, then yes you are our world. Why are woman in today's world so backwards on these things. If you want happiness, then stop pushing real love from good men away. For once, realize how loved you are and take a chance with them, I promise on my life you will be surprised and happier than you ever have been before. You don't have to have a guy who treats you as property, or who ignores you, or acts like he doesn't need you, you can have the good guy if you simply wake up.
I love you, always have, I'm waiting for you, and yes you are my world. Why can't you grasp that? Stop praying for the good guy to love you, and start realizing God has already put the good guy in front of you and you keep pushing him away.
I found out yesterday about my new raise and promotion being officially, let's just say I hit the jackpot pay wise at a place many thought it wasn't possible to do so. I won't be hurting anytime soon, and all I can do and say thanks to God for the wonderful blessing.
On another note, to the woman I love like no other, I found the perfect song that portrays what i feel about you, and what i honestly hope happens between us, read carefully, because its pretty straight forward:
In the beginning
I never thought it would be you
When we were chilling
Smiling in the photo booth
But we got closer (yeah)
Soon you were eating off my spoon
You're coming over
And we would talk all afternoon
Tonight we’ll just get drunk
Disturb the peace
Find your hands all over me
And then you bite your lip
Whisper and say, “We’re going all the way.”
Tonight
Take me to the other side
Sparks fly like the Fourth of July
Just take me to the other side
I see that sexy look in your eyes
And I know we ain’t friends anymore
If we walk down this road
We’ll be lovers for sure
So tonight kiss me like it’s do or die
And take me to the other side
This could be perfect (yeah)
But we won’t know unless we try (try)
I know you’re nervous
So just sit back and let me drive
Tonight we’ll just get drunk
Disturb the peace
Find your hands all over me
And then you bite your lip
Whisper and say, “We’re going all the way.”
Tonight
Take me to the other side
Sparks fly like the Fourth of July
Just take me to the other side
I see that sexy look in your eyes
And I know we ain’t friends anymore
If we walk down this road
We’ll be lovers for sure
So tonight kiss me like it’s do or die
And take me to the other side
(Whoa)
Kiss me like it’s do or die
And take me to the other side
Tonight we’ll just get drunk
Disturb the peace
Let your love crash into me
And then you bite your lip
Whisper and say, “We’re going all the way.”
Tonight
Take me to the other side
Sparks fly like the Fourth of July (yes, we do, yeah)
Just take me to the other side (take me, baby)
I see that sexy look in your eyes
And I know we ain’t friends anymore (oh, no)
If we walk down this road
We’ll be lovers for sure
So tonight (so tonight) kiss me like it’s do or die (kiss me, kiss me)
And take me to the other side
(Whoa)
Take me to the other side
(Whoa)
And take me to the other side
(Whoa)
Kiss me like it’s do or die
(Whoa)
And take me to the other side
What if I told you that I think you're perfect?
Beautiful sky in your eyes, it's so worth it.
I know you make me feel alive.
What if I told you that I'm in forever?
Nothing to hide, yeah, I'll go wherever you go.
You make me feel alive.
And I'll be hanging on every word you say to me.
Hanging on a feeling that I get,
Cause you make me
Laugh a little louder
Love a little harder.
And I feel alive when I'm with you
Every time it's something new.
Never knew what love could feel like
Until I walked away the first time.
And I feel alive when I'm with you.
Deep inside it's something true.
You're the only reason I fight,
You're the best thing in my life.
What if I told you that I'd never hurt you?
Always be there for you to hold on to.
I know you make me feel alive
And every single second's a lifetime memory,
I'll be holding on to each moment
'Cause you make me
Laugh a little louder
Love a little harder
And I feel alive when I'm with you
Every time it's something new.
Never knew what love could feel like
Until I walked away the first time.
And I feel alive when I'm with you.
Deep inside it's something true.
You're the only reason I fight,
You're the best thing in my life.
And I feel alive when I'm with you.
When I'm with you
And I feel alive when I'm with you
Every time it's something new.
Never knew what love could feel like
Until I walked away the first time.
And I feel alive when I'm with you.
Deep inside it's something true.
You're the only reason I fight,
You're the best thing in my life.
Try to hear my voice
You can leave, now it's your choice
Maybe if I fall asleep, I won't breathe right
Maybe if I leave tonight, I won't come back
I said it before, I won't say it again
Love is a game to you, it's not pretend
Maybe if I fall asleep, I won't breathe right
Can nobody hear me?
I got a lot that's on my mind
I cannot breathe
Can you hear it, too?
You kiss and you kiss
And you love and you love
You got a history list and the rest is above
And if you're warm, then you can't relate to me
From the floor to the floor
And the sky to the sky
You've got to love and adore and the rest is awry
And if you're warm, then you can't relate to me
I said it before, I won't say it again
Love is a game to you, it's not pretend
Maybe if I fall asleep, I won't breathe right, right, right
Can nobody hear me?
I got a lot that's on my mind
I cannot breathe
Can you hear it, too?
Leave your shoes at the door, baby
I am all you adore, lately
Come with me and we will run away
Can nobody hear me?
I got a lot that's on my mind
I cannot breathe
Can you hear it, too?
Can nobody hear me?
I got a lot that's on my mind
I cannot breathe
Can you hear it, too?
The answer is yes. All you have to do is ask the question. The past between us is the past, it doesn't change how I feel about you, so the answer is yes. Don't complicate things, don't overthink them, just take the risk and ask. I love you, always have and always will. What more can you expect of me, then truly loving you forever. I've stayed by you, and always been there for you, how else can I show you I truly love you? You say my heart is amazing, and if you believe that, than don't you think my love is amazing too, and I choose to give to you and only you. So the answer is yes. You've kind of put me in a position to where I can't ask you now, so its up to you to ask, its up to you to chase, our future is in your hands. I trust you, and love you, and I'm telling the answer is yes. And I believe God is own our side, I have peace in that.
You know, I always just shake my head when I hear "Don't let her know you love her", or "Don't build her too much", because that makes no sense with me. The perception is if a man admits he loves you or needs you, that the man is weak. Our world is so backwards sometimes, only an insecure man in himself thinks like that. Some men have to have that sense of control over those they love, not me though. And let me tell you why?
It takes great confidence and courage to face your feelings, and tell the one you love that you love them. It takes great humility to admit you aren't whole without the one you love. There is no shame in needing the one you love. A secure man doesn't have to build his ego on the backs of other people, no, a secure man let's the world know who he is and is ok with it no matter what the world thinks. A secure man trusts his love to make the right decisions, and respects her enough to trust her decisions and to be honest with her. This is how I roll.
Call me emotional, that's fine, call me stubborn, ok, call me passive, whatever, bottom line is I'm confident in who I am, and not ashamed of what I'm about or who I love. I will stand to anyone's face and fight for what I love and believe in, I just choose wisely.
Women sometimes get the wrong impression of a guy not afraid to reveal heart, they call them soft or needy, but in reality they are stronger than you know and more self sufficient than many. We don't get good jobs because we're weak or dependent, we don't put ourselves in good positions because we're needy, think about it, we're successful for a reason. We don't hide who we are, and for better or worse we do what we need to do.
Do you want a man who is going to keep secrets from you or a man who is willing to tell you everything when you ask? Secrets lead to disaster, honesty won't heal everything, but I promise it'll do more good than harm.
I don't wait for just anyone, no my time is way to valuable, and my heart is priceless. I only wait for someone I feel is truly worth it, they are worth all my time, my money, and most importantly my heart, and my love, so I wait for her, the one and only one that I love and ever will love completely. Love has no color, love has no money, love has no body, but love is everywhere and can be anywhere. Sometimes you got to take the blinders off, and stop limiting yourself but petty preferences, and start loving someone for their heart. I promise if you love a person for their heart, you will be far happier with them, than someone you love for any other reason.
You truly never know what will succeed in life until you give it a fair chance, so many "what ifs" in life, but the thing is they're only "what ifs" unless they actually take place. Don't psyche yourself out and destroy something before it ever has the chance to become everything, learn to take a chance on yourself and love for the right reasons.
I love you, plain and simple, and you can't change that about me. I never bought the idea of "make them work for it" or "don't let them know you care", I'm not of the ilk that says "tell them the opposite of what they want to get what you want". No, I'm simple and straight forward. Why waste time playing games, games are for the bed and not for real life.
No, I believe in say what you need and want, and then expect what you need and want. if you love someone, then tell them. If you want someone they go to them, don't make them go to you. We lose so much happiness and time on playing these stupid games. Our time on earth is already short, why waste time. Look, no matter how hard you make them work or hurt for you, the bottom line is if they love you they will stay by you whether they worked hard for you or not.
Real love is from the heart, and we all know when are heart is in love, bottom line. Every day I wait for her, I hurt, but I know the no matter how great I might hurt now, in the end when we're finally together it'll have been worth it. Love doesn't come often, some people never get to experience it. If someone loves you, then I promise it is worth your time to test it. Love is not lust, love transcends lust. Lust can be bought, lust can be manipulated, lust can be seduced, love cannot, love must be earned, and everyone loves differently. You can't love material things, you can only lust for them, no, love is something that happens between two souls, love in reality cannot be explained.
Love can conquer the world if its true, love can create and destroy. God is love, that alone she tell you how strong and pure love is. Try to grasp that, God is love, God is not a sexy body, God is not money, God is not good sex, God is not a good job, no. But God is love, so by definition, if God is none of those things, neither is love. Love is everlasting, love is forgiving, love is constructive, love doesn't give up on you, love is kind, love is so much more than people know.
When I say I love her, know that I mean that on the highest of levels. Because love to me is the ultimate compliment in the world. All I ever need or want in my life is her, trust my love, I promise it will be everything you need and more. I love you.
I love her, to me she is everything that is good in my life. Even on her bad days and moments, I love her. My love for her is real and true and unwavering. Even in those rare moments she doubts in herself, I believe in her and love her. I'm all in, I'm risking it all, and I'm not looking back, because I love her. I'll either fly high or crash down, but either way I'll do so loving her.
Is it so wrong that I'm willing to risk it all for her. Is it so wrong that I just want my opportunity to be with her and be a couple. Is it so wrong that I willingly place my heart in her hands without a second thought. Is it so wrong I choose to believe in her, trust her and stand by her always. Does all this make me a bad person?
Maybe she is afraid if we get together in love and try between us that I'll hurt her, or maybe she is afraid she'll hurt me, or maybe she is afraid we'll no longer be friends. But all I can say is that's the risk called love. Yes, I might get hurt, yes, she might get hurt, and yes, we might come apart, but on the other side we might be perfect for each other and live our lives together happily as well. Not all "mights" have to bad. But that is what risk means. Nothing is guaranteed, you have to take a chance to see what "mights" come true.
Truth is, even we never get together, you still end up hurting me, and push me away, so still drift apart. So how does not giving us a chance change that? If I'm going to hurt or if we're going to drift apart, I would feel better if I knew we at least made a real attempt to be together, knowing we took that risk. You got me in a position now, where I can't really ask you out like that, and you put me in that position. Now if we're going to be together, you have to ask me and tell me.
I know you are skeptical of everyone, you live with a wall up to the world. But let's be honest, every time you have doubted me, I've always loved you, stood by you and held out a helping hand to you, I've never strayed, so don't you think it's time you stopped doubting me, and started realizing I'm the real deal. Don't you think it's time you stopped thinking why we can't be, and started thinking of why we could be. What is it that is so bad about us being together? I love you and you're family, and you love me, so why is this so bad?
You won't find another love like mine, and I won't find another woman like you, we're both rare and that is what makes us so amazing. So I say, let's do this, contact me and let's roll the dice and risk it all. I'm all in on you, are you? I'm not going to ask you, because you know how I feel and you know I'm ready, its time for you to ask me. If you wait for the perfect moment, it'll never come, just do it.
Every second of every day I fight the urge to call or text her, to try and see her, and believe me it's hard to fight. I want to tell her I love her, how amazing she is, I want to compliment her, I want to make her smile, I want to make her happy, I want to brighten her day, and I want to remind her she is loved and never has to shoulder any burden alone. But, I understand in my position I can't push too hard right now, she is the type who might run from that, and it's frustrating because I mean well with it. My intentions are pure.
I know she hates it when I say it, but she is my world, to me she is the best thing that will ever happen to me, and believe me I'm ok with that, because she is amazing inside and out. I would literally trade everything in the world just to spend my life with her in love and happiness. I know that's extreme, but trust me I mean it. If we got together, she asked us to move far away, I wouldn't hesitate at all, because all I need to be happy is her. Life is simpler when you realize what one person makes you truly happy, suddenly everything just levels out.
I've always been the one to reach out first, to make the effort to re-establish are relationship as friends and try for more. I know how valuable I am, I know I am a catch like no other, and it's time I held back and made her be the one to come after me. To take that step and re-connect with me, if nothing else it'll prove to me she loves me and is really ready to make things happen. If she would take the steps and make plans with me, and surprise me with things we can do together, believe me it would blow up my world in a great way.
That's the thing about me, I don't mind making the plans, but honestly I'm easy to entertain, because it doesn't matter what we do together as long as we're together I will have a great time, so I tend to like it when she makes the plans. She can't really go wrong when planning with me, I'm pretty flexible and will adapt to pretty much anything. I love her, and I'm ready for this to happen, she has no idea how ready I am to make her world and dreams come true. All I want in life, is to make the woman I love the happiest woman alive and to be able to help her make her dreams come true, if I can make that happen for her, than ironically I can die happy because my dreams will have come true. I love her so much, and I pray God will help her see that one day. I'll never give up on her, I choose not to give up on love and myself.
I love her, and when you love someone I believe you should be there for them when they need you, but not just that, be there for them when they don't need you either, be there for them when you can help them and be there for them even if you know you can't help but you still try. My point is this, with love, you never leave them stranded, you stay by them when things are good and bad between you. No matter if either of you are sad, happy, mad, depressed, positive, negative, crazy, successful or anything else, you stay by them because you love them and believe in them. That's how I love her.
And I know she may not like this, but my heart is no longer mine and never will be again, my heart is with her whether she wants it or not. And I know by loving her forever I may miss other opportunities with others, but I'm more than ok with that. I don't love others, nor do I want to love others like that, I love her and her alone, and quite honestly I'm at peace with that through God. People may say I''m crazy, maybe I am, but I just see myself as true to my love and loyal like no other.
I don't talk about her anymore with anyone, unless they bring her up, and even then I keep it brief and only on topics I know aren't personal. But I always speak highly of her, and it isn't just lip service, I truly believe she is the greatest person God placed on the Earth. And know thats not a cheap shot to make her feel good, its honestly how I feel. Sometimes I think she questions my love, she questions how I can love her so true, all I can say is believe me my love is real for her.
I can be shy, but believe me there are layers upon layers to me, I am not what my cover says I am. Who I am in public, is not who I am with the one I love. It's just I think you should save a part of yourself for just the one you love, thats the fun in the mystery to me. I truly don't know much of anything going on in her life right now, I'm kind of taking the approach she'll come to me and tell me if she wants me to know. I'm going on my pure instinct and observations right now and have been for months.
I'm not giving up on her, until we try and we both find out if we succeed or fail in love. I'm no quitter in life. You don't give up on real love, you just don't throw God's gift of love away like that. My love extends through her, to her family as well, I love it all. And there is no walls or fires I wouldn't go through to be there with her and for her in love. I wish she would take that leap of faith, and don't fear losing me, just take the risk and let love decide our fate through God.
Oh being a Virgo can be a struggle at times, as a Virgo we're very guarded until we trust you or love you, and we don't let many get truly close. However, when we do let you close, we have the nothing is off the table approach in conversation. It's not that we're nosey or rude, we just are willing to share our all if asked and we expect the same from those we care about. We really can be ignorant in crossing lines, we honestly don't realize we do many times. Maybe it's because we know our intentions are innocent even if they can be perceived otherwise.
Another struggle we endure is when we love someone we want to be in contact as much as possible, but Virgos aren't stupid, we know people need space, I mean Virgos need a lot of space themselves. So we struggle with our desire to contact someone daily and contacting someone to the point of being annoying. It's a fear of losing someone, but a fear of pushing someone away at the same time, and Virgos don't handle this well. We're afraid if we don't stay in contact daily we'll lose the one we love to someone else, yet we are also aware of go too far we're freak them out. Truthfully we mean well, we just sometimes scare ourselves because when we love you we don't want to mess things up, and unfortunately often times by trying not to mess things up we inevitably do.
A misconception about Virgo is they always want control or need to be in charge. That is actually not even close to being true, Virgo likes control, but we don't have to be the one in charge of that control. Virgo would prefer to be a follower, but we will only follow those we trust and truly believe in, if we don't believe in you, then we'll simply take charge ourselves. Nothing personally, but we know a good leader when we see one, and we don't tolerate bullshit or stupidity.
Virgos are straightforward, and we expect it back, we might be polite when we speak, but if needed we are masters a using words to make our point good or bad. Virgo will do anything necessary to make the one we love happy, even at the expense of ourselves. There is nothing in the world more important to us than the one we love. Mess with us Virgos all you want, but mess with the one we love and Virgo has no problem going to nay lengths necessary to make you pay properly.
Virgos believe one person can make a big difference in the world, we believe anyone can change anything good or bad with the right attitude and effort. Virgo is realistic, but we also realizes that almost anything is possible, just some things are harder than others. Virgo always does their best to keep their promises, and we take it personally when someone breaks their promise to us. We forgive, we don't forget, however we don't hold grudges, we simply try not to let mistakes repeat themselves.
We are hot and cold on the inside, but we try not to show that on the outside, we hold a lot in, and most Virgos are hurting more then we let on. We don't want to be the reason for anyone's sadness. We give because we love, and we don't expect anything in return, expect appreciation and love. We aren't emotional, but we are passionate, we love hard and true, and we aren't afraid to show it, and we are never ashamed of who we love.
The more time Virgo gives you, the more we love you. The more we critique you, good or bad, the more we love you. We always mean well, and we are often truly innocent when we hurt people, it is rare we do so intentionally. Many people think Virgos play innocent, but the fact is many times we really are unaware of what we did until it's shown to us, and even then we have to be convinced ourselves.
We are open minded, and always try to see every point of view of everything. We love to help, we love to love, and we are happiest when we spend time with who we love most. Even if it's just sitting by them, that to us is true happiness. A Virgo is amazing with money, we only spend on what we deem a good cause, and we don't spend without thinking first about bills.
We will tolerate almost anything from the one we love, and we can be stubborn as well. When we love you, we go all in, and don't look back. When we love you, it's about us as a couple, and not just us as a Virgo. We are selfless to a fault, but we're ok with that if we are loved in return. A very can be happy alone, but not really happy, we need the one we love to remind us life is great. A Virgo has a way of making things happen, we are resourceful beyond measure. We don't need money or power to make things happen, we tend to get creative.
Virgo are freaks in bed, yes, we'll experiment in ways that can blow your mind. And we always change things up on the fly. As control freaks we can be outside the bed, in the bed we preferred to be controlled. We are submissive to those we love, but we are non-submissive to anyone else. We strive for perfection, yet we know it's impossible, but it won't stop us from trying. We don't give up if we truly love something or someone, we'll keep fighting until it happens or we die. Yes we have flaws, but we are stronger than we show, and in Zodiac charts, Virgo is often times consider one the strongest overall signs for a reason.
We'll test your patience, and we might drive you bonkers, but in the end, you won't find a sign that loves more purely and true than a Virgo. We love for life, and never for the moment. We keep secrets better than people realize when we care. Believe me, I'm all Virgo to the core. Virgo desires someone different than themselves in love, we want someone who will challenge us, someone more risk taking than us, someone not afraid to stand up to us, but that person has to be kind and honest as well. We love families, and the thought of having one of our own is a dream come true. Now you know what a real Virgo can be.
So if I love you, you know I didn't come to that lightly, and you also know I'm in love with you for the long haul, good or bad.
This song is exactly how I love her, even when we grow old and looks fade, I will still love her as I do today:
When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love?
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?
And darling, I will be loving you till we're 70
And baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just a touch of a hand
Oh me I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am
So honey, now
Take me into your lovin' arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beatin' heart
I'm thinking out loud
Maybe we found love right where we are
When my hair's all but gone, and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way
I know you will still love me the same
'Cause honey, your soul could never grow old
It's evergreen
And baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
And maybe it's all part of a plan
Well I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand
But baby, now
Take me into your lovin' arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beatin' heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
So baby, now
Take me into your lovin' arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh darling, place your head on my beatin' heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
Oh maybe we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are
Something to think about for the ladies. Any man can call you sexy, grab your eyes, sleep with you, stay with you when you're flying high and successful, claim you as his property. That isn't anything special, and that isn't love, it's lust.
No, it's a rare and special man, who can put food on your table, put gas in your car, support you when you're struggling, stand by you when you're down, compliment you without being crude, give you a shoulder for your tears, see you as an equal and not a piece of ass, not be ashamed to be seen with you, always make time for you, a love you for you and not just your body and sex. That is real love.
If you want love to last, love for the right reasons. Lust fades, love lasts a lifetime. A real man knows he can't buy your love, because if we buy it, then you don't love us for real. You just love the money. A real man lays out his heart for you, doesn't feel the need to lie to you, trusts in you, and has the means to provide for you. A real man serves God with you.
I personally don't waste my time with lust, no, when I do it, I choose love. I love for the right reasons, I'd rather have a real love, then a one night stand anytime. I love her for real, she is amazing, and no matter what she will always be my number one and only.
There are some trait about Virgo that are very much me. We don't waste our time on anyone or anything, good or bad, unless we truly feel it's worth it, and we truly care about it. We hold our love and time as very precious. We have a real grasp on how brief time can be, and we hate waiting until tomorrow as we know all too well tomorrow isn't guaranteed. We plan, but we plan we caution, we live for now, but plan for the future in case we get there. And yes, we can very critical and opinionated, but we do it constructively, if we take the time to critique or try to improve you, then you know we love you and you have our heart and full support.
People often think when we criticize them that we're just being rude, but it is actually the opposite. We criticize so you can be aware and make things better, we do so because we love you and what to see you grow into the best you can be. Also, a dark secret of us is as critical as we can be of others, we are 100 times more critical on ourselves. As a Virgo, I can never satisfy myself, I'll always see my flaws, but I always try to improve my flaws as well, we are always growing.
We want to share everything with those we love, we keep secrets better than most when we care, but if we don't care then all bets are off. We give info to those we love, if we don't love you, then we keep our info to ourselves. We don't want a lot of friends, but we want the few we love to be as close as possible. We our survivors, no matter how down we get, we always survive on our own. Our love is real, and we are like a mother bear as we will do whatever it takes to protect those we love from anyone and anything, even if they don't want our protection.
If we give you our time, then you are the most important priority in our life. All this being said, I'm a Virgo. The one I love, I love this way. Yes I can be critical, but it's because I love her and see so much potential in her. Though I'm sure she'll deny this, but in my eyes she is perfect, I mean I know nobody is truly perfect, but to me she is. Even when she messes up, she is perfect to me. I don't want her to change, but I want her to grow. She thinks I disagree with her and judge her, but she is wrong. Those who hear me talk about her can verify I have always spoke highly of her and in a positive way.
I love her, and if she can ever get past these things, she would see I'm here for her always. I truly believe when two people love each other, then all things can be fixed. If you doubt me, then test me, date me and see if I'm telling you the truth. I'm telling right now, I will not disappoint you, in fact I will surpass any and all expectations you have of me. Let me help build you up, not to just get what you want, but to last a lifetime on top of the mountain. I don't just love you for looks or your sexiness, I don't just love you for who you are now, I love you for who I know you will become. I love your heart, and I know you can give me exactly what I need in life, and I promise I can give you what you need in life. My loyalty to you will never die. You loved me once, but you never went all in, let me remind you why you loved me and show you I'll always be your one true love in life.
People chose money and looks, but people forget God doesn't reward us with material objects like that, and just as God gives to us, the devil bribes his followers as well. It's called temptation. the difference is, God's blessings are not material and are eternal, the devil's gifts come with a price and fade in time because they are of this world and material. not saying material things are evil, just saying they aren't the end all be all, and they shouldn't be what we chase most. God wants us to chase Him, to chase love and kindness, believe me God doens't need money or looks to make us successful.
So to her I say, contact me, I'm available to her and her alone. I forgive you, and I forgive myself. We've both hurt each other along the way and both were wrong. Call me, text me, whatever you like. I'm ready to be happy together, are you?
The things people say and the things people do seem to rarely match up nowadays. People will tell you they want to be happy, but they aren't willing to do anything to help you be happy for example. This world is all about making yourself happy, but that isn't always possible, many times we need help to be truly happy. Sure we can all smile anytime we like, we can lie to ourselves and pretend to always be happy, but reality is true happiness comes with the help of others that we love. I'm not looking for an illusion of happiness, I want and need real happiness. Why would anyone settle for less?
If say you're going to make time for someone, then do it, don't push it off. Time is short, and rarely matches up between two busy people to make time for each other. So don't wait, because before you know it time has slipped away, and its too late, and time may never come again. If I say I'm going to make time for someone, I always make sure to deliver or at least let them know why I can't. I believe everyone's time is valuable, and we should all respect that.
If you want someone you care about to be happy, then do things to help them be happy, don't do things you know that'll hurt them and disappoint them and then expect them to be happy, thats just plain crazy. Sometimes you hurt someone enough, ignore someone enough, then the little pains add up to a great pain, and sometimes people never get past those great pains.
This world is so for the moment, people say "they'll get over it" or "its no big deal", but over time it becomes a big deal, over time the constant pain is something they don't get over. Its like snowball rolling down a snowy mountain, the pain just gets bigger. And then people want to say, I don't know what I did so wrong, well you didn't do "one" big thing wrong, you did a million "little" things wrong over and over again until you completely lost someone and destroyed their heart.
I'm not talking about one person at all, the whole world is like this now it seems. It's all be "me" with people, this world isn't created for one person, it shouldn't be just about "me" with anyone, it's about "us", because in the end we live in this world together no matter what. God didn't create just "you", look around He created everything, so everything in this world matters.
Destroying another person's dream to achieve your own dream is not right, I don't care how you spin it. We're suppose to spread kindness and happiness, not by whatever means necessary to get what we want. I guess I'm tired of being told promises, or people will do things, only to have them not do them, it hurts, especially when it comes from those you love.
I'm just venting I suppose, but there is truth to what I say. I try to live life right, I try to treat people right, I try to keep my promises, I try to consider other's feelings, I try to love for the right reasons, but sometimes I wonder if anyone else is trying too.
My heart belongs to one person, and she knows it. I love her, and I know she hates it when I say this, but I need her, and there is nothing wrong with admitting that when you love someone. God has a way of moving people and their hearts, God has attached my heart to her, I've long since accepted that, and believe me I fought it for a good while. But God opened my eyes to her true beauty, which I'm not even sure she realizes what her true beauty is herself. But I see it, and I think its beautiful. I'm a sucker for surprises, I plan everything, but when someone I love shows up and spends time with me unannounced, it really let's me know I matter. Might wreck my plans, but I think its worth it.
I love her, I want to spend my life with her, I want to raise a family with her, travel the world with her, explore life with her, praise God with her, and one day die with her, yes, I love her.
We never dated, we've never been a couple, we've never taken that next step, yet I had to give you up as if we had. That's kind of why this has always stung me. My best friend pushes me away for something that never happened or hasn't happened yet. I love her, I've always admitted that, but I'm respectful enough to wait for e her to be free to try.
I've been that way, no matter what anyone else thinks my intentions are. Do I want her? Yes. Do I want to be with her? Yes. But I have to wait on her to love me as I love her, in time I trust God to handle that. Had we dated or been a couple or taken that step, I could understand the pushing away, but I don't think punishing me for something that hasn't happened is fair.
Now I lose double, first the woman I love with everything I got is not with me, and now I have to give up my best friend even though nothing happened between us. Doesn't make sense to me, don't see where this is a fair deal for me. I would be willing to risk the friendship if it meant we would take that step and try being a couple. But I'm not willing to give up my best friend for any other reason than that.
