Friday, December 18, 2015

Perfection To Me

The woman I love will be the first to admit she isn't perfect, she'll be the first to admit she will make mistakes, she'll be the first to admit she has her flaws, but she'll also be the first to admit she does the best she possibly can at all times, and truthfully her best is pretty damn impressive.  I'm not saying she is wrong by any means, I mean this is really true about us all.  But to me, in my eyes, she is perfect, she doesn't make mistakes, her flaws are minimal and all but invisible to me, you see everything in life is in the eye of the beholder.  And I love her so much that everything thing about her and everything she is, it all makes her who she is and who I love, so all this makes her perfect to me.

She makes a bad choice, but she perfectly tries to make it better immediately.  She fails, but she perfectly stands back and doesn't give up.  She is everything I love, everything I need in the woman I love, everything I want as well.  From her smile to her heart, her figure to her mind, her eyes to her soul, she is completely beautiful from the inside out.  She makes me feel a million times better about myself by simply being with her.

I miss our talks, I want to talk about everything with her, our dreams, our pasts, our presents, our futures, our fears, our joys, our plans, and anything else.  I want to make this very clear, she is the only person in the universe that I'm willing to bet my entire future on, seriously the only person.  I would actually sell my life to her if I could, I'm that in love with her and I believe that much in her and her success.  I will fly with her, but if it doesn't work out I will gladly sink with her, no matter what happens with us I will never abandon her.

I know this sounds crazy, but there are times I actually wish she'd just kidnap me and we could run off and start life anew, and even though I know this'll never happen because we both have things we can't run from right now, it just shows me that I have no fear with her, that I truly believe no matter where we go we can be successful and happy.  Truthfully I just want her to take me and make me her's, I can be stubborn and I can sometimes be stuck in my ways, but deep down I honestly want her to break me and claim me and make me be her's.  It's weird I know, but as strong as I am, I know when I love someone as I love her I want them to be able to grab control me.

The thing is, I won't just follow anyone, in fact she might be the only person I love enough to completely follow.  To me, we're a great team, and we actually have more simlar goals than she realizes.  It isn't about power with me or material things, to me it's about us, our love, our happiness, our future, and our family we can have.  It's the little things.  Everything I deserve, everything I need, is in her and is who she is, she just hasn't realized that yet.  I'll never make it easy for her, if she is going to claim me, she has to trust herself enough and just do it, believe me, I won't resist.

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