Deep

I'm going to let you in on a secret, when a man is truly and completely in love with a woman, he has no problem admitting she is his everything and that in so many ways she could have her way with him and he would allow it without a second thought.  The thing that confuses a lot of people is when men act like they don't care or need her, here is the truth to that, that is because they aren't completely in love with her or committed to her.

I'm going to be completely blunt and honest, the woman I love is everything to me, she can have her way with me on anything or at anytime, I would move heaven and earth for her, and everything I do revolves around her.  The thing is, I'm committed to her and only her.  I'm not afraid to confess I want and need to spend my life with her.  I never grow tired of her, I never dread seeing her, she is my highlight, she is my sunshine, she is my hope, she is my dreams.

I actually had a very vivid dream about her last night I confess, and we became one in a rather bizarre way, but I won't go into details except to say she took control and made us one, and the thing is I kind of liked that.  I'm no pushover, and honestly I'm extremely hard to tame, I tend to lead a lot and want to be in charge on the outside, I like to make the decisions it seems, but deep down I want to follow the one I love, I want to serve the one I love.  It's said Virgos can be dominant and brilliant leaders and very fair, but it is also known that nobody is more loyal or willing to serve than a Virgo.  We might be blunt, we might have opinions, but in the end are loyal and desire to serve who we love.  And it's bizarre to other people to understand how I can find happiness in serving the woman I love, but that is true happiness to me.  Being with her is true happiness, even on our bad days being with her is true happiness.  I love putting up with her attitude both good and bad, I love listening to her stubbornness because I see the strong side to her and sometimes she might be right. I love her daughter beyond words, I love her mother as my best friend, I even love the rest of her family truthfully.  I love everything about her, the good, the bad, the ugly, the beautiful.  Truth is, I love her just the way she is, and I feel she is perfect in my eyes.

I never handle compliments well, I'm humble, so I blush and am not sure how to act.  I enjoy compliments, I just have that Virgo side of me and I'm hard on myself already, so I know my flaws, so sometimes the compliments don't always hit as great as they should.  I thrive on proving my value and worth, I thrive on proving people wrong who doubt me.  I'm strong beyond words, and I always find a way.  I will never give up on her no matter the circumstances, and one day I hope to break through her defenses and earn my way to her heart for a chance at true love.  I have never wanted someone to succeed in life more than I want her to.  When I hear the word love at any time, I immediately picture her.  I know she doubts at times we'll work, she might doubt she can't love me how she feels I deserve to be loved, but reality is we deserve what we get, and in my eyes I don't feel worthy of her love at times, but not because I'm bad or worthless, but because I value her love that much.  Truth is, the love she has from me has no match, because I completely her's, I would give my body to sustain her, my soul to fulfill her, my mind to ease her, my heart to support her, everything thing I have in this life and the next in my eyes is her's, and that is simply how much I love her, and how strongly I feel about my love for her.  There is no mountain high enough, or valley deep enough to ever deter my love and loyalty and trust in her.  Forget the world and anyone else, and know I love you and you are all I ever need in life for everything.