Why was it so hard to lose the one I love more than anyone or anything else to ever exist? Simple, its because I loved you for all the right reasons. Thats right, you see maybe we weren't an ideal couple, maybe 99% percent of the scenarios ends badly for us, but I love you so much and so true, that I didn't care about the 99%, I believed in the 1% chance we would last forever. I love you so much, I felt no matter what hardships we endured together, that you were more than worth it. To me you much more than a pretty face, I love the good and bad in you. You just never understood that.
You think because I love you so much and true, that I fall in love easily, but thats not true. I don't fall in love often. Its hard for me to get to that level of feelings with me. When I fall, I fall hard, but I almost never fall. And the truth is, I see other women all the time I'm attracted to, but I don't want or need them, I only love you. To me anyone else is settling for less, because I love you that much.
Most men are afraid to admit they love a woman as much as they do, I'm not most men. I'm confident in my love and feelings, its who I am. And I've never been afraid to show it. I'm secure in where my love is placed. You were my top priority, if you called I dropped all other plans to be with you, seriously thats how it was. You were important to me, the most important aspect of me and my life.
Right or wrong, I didn't care, because right or wrong I love you. My hardest thing to accept is you never gave us a chance, and I truly believe if you had, I would have surprised you, and we would have been happy and together forever. I just wanted you to give us that chance, but you never did. I was your's and you didnst realize it, you had me, and I was ok with that. I don't mind being your's, it made me happy.
There were times I would wish you would randomly stop by my place and surprise me, but I knew you never would. Many times I just wanted you to take the step to reach out to me, rather than me always having to reach out first. I just simply wanted you to try with us, I wanted you to love me like I love you. But you never did any of that. I wish you could grasp how important you were to me, even if you didn't see it, it was true. The very few times you invited me over to just sit with you and chat or watch tv, those moments lit my world up, those simple moments made me the happiest I've been. With me, it those little things that made me feel happy and loved.
With me, love isn't about money, looks, sex, no love is about willing to do for one another, willing to forgive, willing to love no matter what. Looks fade, money disappears, sex dwindles, but who we are and how we love lives forever. So yeah, I loved you for all the right reasons, and even now I still love you, I still want you, I still need you, but I can't keep being the one trying alone, its time you made the move to get me, I'm serious, I'm not coming back to you until you come get me. And thats just how it is now. But yes, I still love and miss the hell out of you, and thats just the truth.
You think because I love you so much and true, that I fall in love easily, but thats not true. I don't fall in love often. Its hard for me to get to that level of feelings with me. When I fall, I fall hard, but I almost never fall. And the truth is, I see other women all the time I'm attracted to, but I don't want or need them, I only love you. To me anyone else is settling for less, because I love you that much.
Most men are afraid to admit they love a woman as much as they do, I'm not most men. I'm confident in my love and feelings, its who I am. And I've never been afraid to show it. I'm secure in where my love is placed. You were my top priority, if you called I dropped all other plans to be with you, seriously thats how it was. You were important to me, the most important aspect of me and my life.
Right or wrong, I didn't care, because right or wrong I love you. My hardest thing to accept is you never gave us a chance, and I truly believe if you had, I would have surprised you, and we would have been happy and together forever. I just wanted you to give us that chance, but you never did. I was your's and you didnst realize it, you had me, and I was ok with that. I don't mind being your's, it made me happy.
There were times I would wish you would randomly stop by my place and surprise me, but I knew you never would. Many times I just wanted you to take the step to reach out to me, rather than me always having to reach out first. I just simply wanted you to try with us, I wanted you to love me like I love you. But you never did any of that. I wish you could grasp how important you were to me, even if you didn't see it, it was true. The very few times you invited me over to just sit with you and chat or watch tv, those moments lit my world up, those simple moments made me the happiest I've been. With me, it those little things that made me feel happy and loved.
With me, love isn't about money, looks, sex, no love is about willing to do for one another, willing to forgive, willing to love no matter what. Looks fade, money disappears, sex dwindles, but who we are and how we love lives forever. So yeah, I loved you for all the right reasons, and even now I still love you, I still want you, I still need you, but I can't keep being the one trying alone, its time you made the move to get me, I'm serious, I'm not coming back to you until you come get me. And thats just how it is now. But yes, I still love and miss the hell out of you, and thats just the truth.
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