Everything

When I'm around you, everything is perfect.  You bring me peace, you give me stability, and give me hope.  When you're near, nobody else and nothing else matter to me, when you're with me I fear no one and nothing.  It doesn't need explaining, because its just simply true.  You can do nothing when you're with me, yet it means everything to me that you're there.  You complete me, you always have.  I'm willing to give you everything, help you achieve anything, even though I know you don't need anybody's help, I want to help because you matter to me.  In my eyes, you are perfect, in my eyes we are equal, in my eyes you are everything.  I know I'm a catch and I'm valuable, but I also know you are too.  This is how I know I love you, and to me, you are worth the fight.  You truly are the first thought I have in the morning, the last thought I have before I fall asleep, and every thought in between, and every dream I forget.

Even though I miss you, and truly want to reach out to you every second I live, I have to let things play out.  I have to love myself enough, to let you come after me.  And yes, thats scary, but I love you, and I truly believe God will let things play out.  I don't how, when or why, but its not my job to know that, its my job to let God's plan work.

So when you wonder why I love you or how much I love you, now you know.  You do more for me than you ever realize, sometimes not even you are aware of how much your presence in my life means to me.  All I've wanted in return is for you to love me as I love you, and simply be there unconditionally.  Its always been that simple and true.