Do I miss people, yes. Do I hurt inside, yes. Do I love someone with every fiber of me, yes. However, I also know I am valuable and irreplaceable. Look I'm a very humble and modest man, anyone who knows me knows that. But I know my worth, and I know just how rare of a find I am.
I'm dependable, I'm loyal, I'm patient, I'm God fearing, I'm God loving, I'm realistic, I'm successful, I'm fair, I'm honest, I'm self aware, I'm observant, I'm smart, I'm dedicated, I'm kind, I'm loving, I'm flexible, I'm hard working, I'm good with money, I'm forgiving, and I believe in people for who they are on the inside and I'm many more things, and in the end I'm a catch. I will put up with a lot when I love someone, and its not that I don't know I'm being hurt, its I patient enough to understand nobody is perfect, and that very imperfection is what makes us all beautiful.
I myself am not perfect, in fact I'm my biggest critic, believe me. I'm fully aware of my flaws, and I bash myself more than anyone, but thats ok. Many people think when I point out flaws in others that I'm bashing them, truth is, my reasoning is the complete opposite. I believe in speaking up in an effort to improve ourselves. I'm not bashing, I'm simply bringing it out in the open in an effort to make things better for us all. I try to remain constructive ad positive, I'm not always successful because reality is you can't predict how someone will respond to what you say.
I don't give my heart to just anyone, I have to truly love you and completely believe in you and be completely committed to you. So if I love you, then that means I'm yours to have, and for me I'm ok with that. I've been a person who can lead, but chooses to be support to those I love, I won't serve just anyone though, I'll only serve to those I love, and only I choose who I love. I'm more cunning than people know, you see true cunning is being cunning without people noticing, and thats me. Everything I do is calculated an well thought about.
I sometimes think people think being modest, giving and humble are weaknesses nowadays, they think people like us are weak or don't love themselves, but the truth is I love myself so much and know how great I am, that I'm willing to give myself as a gift to those I love, because I know what i can give is priceless. Yes, when I walk away from someone I hold dear and love, I know I'm losing a great friend, person and love, but believe me, they're losing a one of a kind person in me, they're losing a great friend and true love, they're losing someone who is the real deal and knows it. Do I get hurt and upset when those who love me leave, yes, but its because my feelings are that true and I'm passionate, I also believe you should fight to keep what and who you love in your life. But there comes a time you have to test those you love to see if they truly love you back.
And if I feel I'm not loved or I'm taken for granted I will respect myself enough to step back and walk away, but if I love you I will still be there for you, and if I love you I want to see if you love me too by pursuing me to come back to you. Truth is, if you pursue me and I love you, I'll not only come back, but I'll never leave you again because I see I matter to you.
Yes I'll throw myself at the person I love's feet, but I was taught to not hold back your love when you love someone because our time on earth is short. Tomorrow is not guaranteed. So I don't hide my love, and I live each moment with those i love as if it was my last. I'm not trying to smother someone, I simply value the small time we have alive. God gave us life as a gift, we should live it to the fullest, pursue what and who we love. So if I love you, I'll never give up, and just because I walk away doesn't mean I gave up on you, it means I need you to miss me too so you can see how rare I truly am. So fight for me, pursue me, love me as I love you, thats all I've ever wanted, and in exchange I will give you everything and anything, seriously no limitation. The world will be your oyster, I'll make sure of it, never underestimate my will and love, I'm stronger than you know, I just choose my moments wisely to show it. God had always blessed me, and for that I'm eternally grateful. So if you lose me or push me away, believe me its a great loss for you, greater than you realize now, but I promise one day you'll finally realize how amazing I was.
I'm dependable, I'm loyal, I'm patient, I'm God fearing, I'm God loving, I'm realistic, I'm successful, I'm fair, I'm honest, I'm self aware, I'm observant, I'm smart, I'm dedicated, I'm kind, I'm loving, I'm flexible, I'm hard working, I'm good with money, I'm forgiving, and I believe in people for who they are on the inside and I'm many more things, and in the end I'm a catch. I will put up with a lot when I love someone, and its not that I don't know I'm being hurt, its I patient enough to understand nobody is perfect, and that very imperfection is what makes us all beautiful.
I myself am not perfect, in fact I'm my biggest critic, believe me. I'm fully aware of my flaws, and I bash myself more than anyone, but thats ok. Many people think when I point out flaws in others that I'm bashing them, truth is, my reasoning is the complete opposite. I believe in speaking up in an effort to improve ourselves. I'm not bashing, I'm simply bringing it out in the open in an effort to make things better for us all. I try to remain constructive ad positive, I'm not always successful because reality is you can't predict how someone will respond to what you say.
I don't give my heart to just anyone, I have to truly love you and completely believe in you and be completely committed to you. So if I love you, then that means I'm yours to have, and for me I'm ok with that. I've been a person who can lead, but chooses to be support to those I love, I won't serve just anyone though, I'll only serve to those I love, and only I choose who I love. I'm more cunning than people know, you see true cunning is being cunning without people noticing, and thats me. Everything I do is calculated an well thought about.
I sometimes think people think being modest, giving and humble are weaknesses nowadays, they think people like us are weak or don't love themselves, but the truth is I love myself so much and know how great I am, that I'm willing to give myself as a gift to those I love, because I know what i can give is priceless. Yes, when I walk away from someone I hold dear and love, I know I'm losing a great friend, person and love, but believe me, they're losing a one of a kind person in me, they're losing a great friend and true love, they're losing someone who is the real deal and knows it. Do I get hurt and upset when those who love me leave, yes, but its because my feelings are that true and I'm passionate, I also believe you should fight to keep what and who you love in your life. But there comes a time you have to test those you love to see if they truly love you back.
And if I feel I'm not loved or I'm taken for granted I will respect myself enough to step back and walk away, but if I love you I will still be there for you, and if I love you I want to see if you love me too by pursuing me to come back to you. Truth is, if you pursue me and I love you, I'll not only come back, but I'll never leave you again because I see I matter to you.
Yes I'll throw myself at the person I love's feet, but I was taught to not hold back your love when you love someone because our time on earth is short. Tomorrow is not guaranteed. So I don't hide my love, and I live each moment with those i love as if it was my last. I'm not trying to smother someone, I simply value the small time we have alive. God gave us life as a gift, we should live it to the fullest, pursue what and who we love. So if I love you, I'll never give up, and just because I walk away doesn't mean I gave up on you, it means I need you to miss me too so you can see how rare I truly am. So fight for me, pursue me, love me as I love you, thats all I've ever wanted, and in exchange I will give you everything and anything, seriously no limitation. The world will be your oyster, I'll make sure of it, never underestimate my will and love, I'm stronger than you know, I just choose my moments wisely to show it. God had always blessed me, and for that I'm eternally grateful. So if you lose me or push me away, believe me its a great loss for you, greater than you realize now, but I promise one day you'll finally realize how amazing I was.
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