I love her so much, and I confess I want to be with her forever. She knows I love her, she knows my love is very real and true, and she knows deep down she loves me for real as well. The thing is I now a little about her, because believe me I've learned first hand through experience with her. She loves me so much that she is afraid of hurting me, she is afraid of what would happen if things don't work out between us, and honestly in a way I appreciate that because she means well. Also, I now when loves someone she tends to ignore them to an extent, not because she is being mean or rude, but deep down she is afraid of loving someone completely like that too soon. I get these things, I truly do.
But she needs to understand something, this world isn't perfect, there is no sure thing in life. Love, just like all things is a risk, the thing is you decide if that person is worth the risk of being hurt. I made that choice long ago for me, she is worth the risk, if I get hurt and things end badly with us, so be it, because I love her that much and to me it's worth the risk. Also, I'm that confident in my love and in her, that we are meant to be, and that we will last in love forever. Confidence is a big thing in life and love, and I am completely confident in us as a couple.
Think about it, she could go find another guy just like every other guy she dates, or she could run back to one of them, but in the end there a reason these type of relationships with these type guys ends like they do. Why keep repeating the same mistakes? She knows I'm not like any guy she has dated before, I am different, I mean what I say, my actions match my words, and my heart is limitless, and she knows I do everything I can to be there for her and deliver on my promises. Maybe it's time to give the different guy a chance, to give us a chance. Worst case I'm wrong and we know we tried, best case we become soulmates for life. She knows I love her completely, if nothing else that should mean something to her. I've had every reason to give up or walk away, yet I never have and I never will, think about that, think about my loyalty and patience, I will always stand with her.
I confess I want to call her everyday, but I'm not sure if she'd answer or she would feel I was trying to hard. I really wish she'd open that door and call me. I want to hear her, I want to listen to her, I'm willing be the one she can't vent to, I want to know about her life and day, I want to laugh with her, cry with her, plan with her. Texting is nice, but talking is better, and seeing each other is the best. I need her to take that initiative and I will respond. She has me in a tight spot because I don't want to come off trying to hard again, she has to make the first move and let me know she is interested in giving us chance.
I've learned to not get bent out of shape or hurt when she doesn't respond, or she needs space, and I've learned how to love her, and I've learned how to read her, and I've learned how she loves. I know when she is hurting, and I know she can tell I sense it, but I don't ask, because I know her well enough to know she'll tell me when she is ready. My job is to be ready when she needs me to be there, and I will be. She is the greatest person to ever come into my life, I'm ready to be the greatest man to ever be in her life. Maybe she isn't ready for a relationship, but then again I know I can help her heal, ready or not we can be happy together if you just let us be.
But she needs to understand something, this world isn't perfect, there is no sure thing in life. Love, just like all things is a risk, the thing is you decide if that person is worth the risk of being hurt. I made that choice long ago for me, she is worth the risk, if I get hurt and things end badly with us, so be it, because I love her that much and to me it's worth the risk. Also, I'm that confident in my love and in her, that we are meant to be, and that we will last in love forever. Confidence is a big thing in life and love, and I am completely confident in us as a couple.
Think about it, she could go find another guy just like every other guy she dates, or she could run back to one of them, but in the end there a reason these type of relationships with these type guys ends like they do. Why keep repeating the same mistakes? She knows I'm not like any guy she has dated before, I am different, I mean what I say, my actions match my words, and my heart is limitless, and she knows I do everything I can to be there for her and deliver on my promises. Maybe it's time to give the different guy a chance, to give us a chance. Worst case I'm wrong and we know we tried, best case we become soulmates for life. She knows I love her completely, if nothing else that should mean something to her. I've had every reason to give up or walk away, yet I never have and I never will, think about that, think about my loyalty and patience, I will always stand with her.
I confess I want to call her everyday, but I'm not sure if she'd answer or she would feel I was trying to hard. I really wish she'd open that door and call me. I want to hear her, I want to listen to her, I'm willing be the one she can't vent to, I want to know about her life and day, I want to laugh with her, cry with her, plan with her. Texting is nice, but talking is better, and seeing each other is the best. I need her to take that initiative and I will respond. She has me in a tight spot because I don't want to come off trying to hard again, she has to make the first move and let me know she is interested in giving us chance.
I've learned to not get bent out of shape or hurt when she doesn't respond, or she needs space, and I've learned how to love her, and I've learned how to read her, and I've learned how she loves. I know when she is hurting, and I know she can tell I sense it, but I don't ask, because I know her well enough to know she'll tell me when she is ready. My job is to be ready when she needs me to be there, and I will be. She is the greatest person to ever come into my life, I'm ready to be the greatest man to ever be in her life. Maybe she isn't ready for a relationship, but then again I know I can help her heal, ready or not we can be happy together if you just let us be.
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