Sorry if loving you unconditionally and completely is wrong, sorry if I believe you are worth never giving up on in life, sorry if I see how amazing you are, sorry if I'm willing to give you all I have to give, sorry if I love you for who you are, sorry if wanting your dreams to come true is wrong, sorry if seeing you for more than just a sexy woman is wrong, sorry if not wanting to change you is wrong, sorry if I refuse to be like every other guy, but in the end I am who I am and I love you.
I could grab your ass, make bad pick up lines, be crude and more, but the truth is what does that really accomplish in life for either of us, and all that does is make me just like any other guy. You see, I love you more than just physically, when I love you and see you I see a future, a family together, success together, happiness together, two minds and hearts in harmony, I see a relationship bigger than sex, money, power on anything material. I strive to be the best we can be, and to help those around us be the best they can be, and I won't change.
How many guys have given up on you for much less, how many friends have you lost because they thought you weren't worth the fight, think about this now. I will not and never have given up on you, and I will always believe you are worth the fight, I am the one, but at times I feel might be the only one here trying. I have heard that making yourself too available is bad, but I believe that is the stupidest statement ever, I mean think about it, all that does is rob you both of potential happy times together, we don't our future and what happens if that time you made yourself unavailable on purpose to make them want you more winds up being the only time you ever had available for real, then you missed them completely. Seize time, it can not be replaced.
I'm am just like any other human being in this way, I too need time with friends alone to get out, to have fun, to not be alone, to feel wanted and appreciated. I too have issues, I too have needs, and I too get hurt when those who claim to love me week after week make excuses to push me aside until it becomes too late and we can get together. While they go out, even if we made plans beforehand, that leaves me empty, that leaves me alone, that leaves me unloved and unwanted, whether the meant to do that or not. I ask every week because you push it back every week, if we actually did something I wouldn't ask as much, it really is that simple. But I'm to the point where I don't see the point in asking anymore, I'm getting to the point where I just don't know. Ignoring someone you claim to love is not a good thing ever, that doesn't show love at all, that shows the complete opposite.
My time is precious, my friendship is valuable, my love is priceless, just like your's is. I'm tired of playing games, I'm at an age and point in my life I'm to just do this and make shit happen. Games only slow us down in life. I love my friends, and I want to see them, and the woman I love is everything to me, I am happy with her, and when I hear form her or see here I'm at peace, she is all I will ever need. I just sometimes wonder what it is my friends and one's I love truly expect of me, in the end I am human too just like them, place yourself in my shoes, if I pushed you away as you have me how would you feel. I hold a lot in, it takes a lot for me to speak up, but when I do I'm the bad guy it seems, but understand I didn't want to speak up, I felt I had too or I would die inside.
I hate writing blogs like this, I really do because I love my friends so much and try hard to only see the good in them, I strive hard to be there for them, and I am truly thankful for them. And the woman I love is amazing, and I only have happy thoughts of her, and I wouldn't change her for the world, and there is nothing more in life I want than to be with her in life forever, to be in each other's embrace and happiness. I understand what I am a king for when I say I love her, I'm not afraid of her at all, I love her and she will never be a burden to me.
I could grab your ass, make bad pick up lines, be crude and more, but the truth is what does that really accomplish in life for either of us, and all that does is make me just like any other guy. You see, I love you more than just physically, when I love you and see you I see a future, a family together, success together, happiness together, two minds and hearts in harmony, I see a relationship bigger than sex, money, power on anything material. I strive to be the best we can be, and to help those around us be the best they can be, and I won't change.
How many guys have given up on you for much less, how many friends have you lost because they thought you weren't worth the fight, think about this now. I will not and never have given up on you, and I will always believe you are worth the fight, I am the one, but at times I feel might be the only one here trying. I have heard that making yourself too available is bad, but I believe that is the stupidest statement ever, I mean think about it, all that does is rob you both of potential happy times together, we don't our future and what happens if that time you made yourself unavailable on purpose to make them want you more winds up being the only time you ever had available for real, then you missed them completely. Seize time, it can not be replaced.
I'm am just like any other human being in this way, I too need time with friends alone to get out, to have fun, to not be alone, to feel wanted and appreciated. I too have issues, I too have needs, and I too get hurt when those who claim to love me week after week make excuses to push me aside until it becomes too late and we can get together. While they go out, even if we made plans beforehand, that leaves me empty, that leaves me alone, that leaves me unloved and unwanted, whether the meant to do that or not. I ask every week because you push it back every week, if we actually did something I wouldn't ask as much, it really is that simple. But I'm to the point where I don't see the point in asking anymore, I'm getting to the point where I just don't know. Ignoring someone you claim to love is not a good thing ever, that doesn't show love at all, that shows the complete opposite.
My time is precious, my friendship is valuable, my love is priceless, just like your's is. I'm tired of playing games, I'm at an age and point in my life I'm to just do this and make shit happen. Games only slow us down in life. I love my friends, and I want to see them, and the woman I love is everything to me, I am happy with her, and when I hear form her or see here I'm at peace, she is all I will ever need. I just sometimes wonder what it is my friends and one's I love truly expect of me, in the end I am human too just like them, place yourself in my shoes, if I pushed you away as you have me how would you feel. I hold a lot in, it takes a lot for me to speak up, but when I do I'm the bad guy it seems, but understand I didn't want to speak up, I felt I had too or I would die inside.
I hate writing blogs like this, I really do because I love my friends so much and try hard to only see the good in them, I strive hard to be there for them, and I am truly thankful for them. And the woman I love is amazing, and I only have happy thoughts of her, and I wouldn't change her for the world, and there is nothing more in life I want than to be with her in life forever, to be in each other's embrace and happiness. I understand what I am a king for when I say I love her, I'm not afraid of her at all, I love her and she will never be a burden to me.
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