Yesterday I vented, but I want one thing understood, it wasn't out of anger at all. Truth is the woman I love isn't what really triggered the blog, I'm actually quite happy where we are at the moment and she has been quite honest and open with me as of late. It was someone else I care about who triggered it, mainly because it's been going on for a couple months now of promised calls or get togethers that never happen or always get the maybe next week deal even though they somehow manage time for everyone else. Anyway, I 'm not here to rant at all.
I just didn't want the woman I love to misunderstand my vent yesterday. I know we couldn't get together this weekend, and she was more than upfront about it, and it was the first time I tried in a long time, and I know certain things take priority right now. Honestly it didn't dawn on me until much later that she might misinterpet my vent and think it was about her completely. For that I say I'm sorry.
I think the person who keeps making excuses to get together week after week know who they are, and I want to believe they don't mean to hurt me, mainly because they're my friend and I want to believe in them. As for the woman I love, things are good with us, and I'm pulling for you at all times. I pray for you to get a job and be successful like you want, I happy you got a car, I;m happy your taking steps to claim your happiness and life and dreams, I'm sincerely proud of you in every way imaginable, your hard work will pay off I promise.
I love her so much, and I want a chance with her so much, I do feel this is our time and chance to do this. I don't want to push things or force them, but I do want to seize this moment. Don't run from this, this could be the greatest thing for us both. I understand you more than you realize, I've had years of learning to do this. And truthfully you might be the only person who understands me I know. We can do this together, we can be happy, not just pretend happiness, but really truly happy together. I accept all of you, every last detail, good or bad, I take all of you on my shoulders proudly. I trust you completely with my life and dreams. And I will always do my best to make you smile and help you remember how amazing you truly are. I mean I know you know you're awesome already, but I won't stop telling you I promise. I love you. You have my number, you know where to reach me, just take the risk and pull me in, I'm ready for you I promise. I'm ready to take this all the way with you, all the way too our dreams.
I just didn't want the woman I love to misunderstand my vent yesterday. I know we couldn't get together this weekend, and she was more than upfront about it, and it was the first time I tried in a long time, and I know certain things take priority right now. Honestly it didn't dawn on me until much later that she might misinterpet my vent and think it was about her completely. For that I say I'm sorry.
I think the person who keeps making excuses to get together week after week know who they are, and I want to believe they don't mean to hurt me, mainly because they're my friend and I want to believe in them. As for the woman I love, things are good with us, and I'm pulling for you at all times. I pray for you to get a job and be successful like you want, I happy you got a car, I;m happy your taking steps to claim your happiness and life and dreams, I'm sincerely proud of you in every way imaginable, your hard work will pay off I promise.
I love her so much, and I want a chance with her so much, I do feel this is our time and chance to do this. I don't want to push things or force them, but I do want to seize this moment. Don't run from this, this could be the greatest thing for us both. I understand you more than you realize, I've had years of learning to do this. And truthfully you might be the only person who understands me I know. We can do this together, we can be happy, not just pretend happiness, but really truly happy together. I accept all of you, every last detail, good or bad, I take all of you on my shoulders proudly. I trust you completely with my life and dreams. And I will always do my best to make you smile and help you remember how amazing you truly are. I mean I know you know you're awesome already, but I won't stop telling you I promise. I love you. You have my number, you know where to reach me, just take the risk and pull me in, I'm ready for you I promise. I'm ready to take this all the way with you, all the way too our dreams.
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