Sunday, May 10, 2015

Unexplainable

Love... love is something that can't be explained. love is something that happens whether we realize it or not, real love is something you can't describe yet you know it when you find it.  You see, I've had girlfriends off and on my life, but never would I say I was in love, that is until a few years ago.  And thats why this has been so hard on me missing you, because what you don't get is I didn't just love you, I LOVED you.

I've know it for a while, it feels different with you, it feels right and real.  And I can't explain it, but I felt you were the one, and truthfully I still do.  Your the one I can't let go, you're the one who completes me, you're the only one I'm willing to give myself to without a second thought.  Your the one I want to share dreams and life with.  Yeah, I could walk away and let go and find someone else, but what you fail to realize I love you in a way that my heart will always be with you.  So yeah it hurts beyond words right now.  I know I will be a success in life regardless, but reality is I simply wanted to be enough for you. As cheesy as that sounds, you were my world, so being with you and happy, mad my world perfect because you were my world.

Ask yourself, have you ever seen me give myself to anyone else as I have to you, the answer is no.  And its simple with you, I LOVE you.  I can be me with you, and you can be you with me, the thing is I love when you drop your walls and be yourself with me.  I truly love who you are.  I just wish you could understand that.  I truly do.  I wish somehow, someway I could make my love for you visual so you could see it as I do.

Yes, I try hard for you, and it doesn't bother me, you're worth it.  But the thing is, I know I'm worth it to, so now I need you to work to get me back.  And my confession, this is probably harder on me to stand my ground, then it is for you to bring me back.  Because truth is, I want us back more than you'll ever know.  When you truly love someone, you just know deep inside you.  I know I love you completely, and that will never change.  But I can't be the only one loving between us, for it to work I need you to love me to.  And then, mark my words, we will be unstoppable in our dreams.

Holding back from you, is harder than you could ever imagine on me....  but I have to prove to you have great I truly am and how much I truly love you, and why I'll never be able to my love for you go.  I'm a person who doesn't fall in love easily, but I confess when I do I fall hard.  Reality is, in my 34 years on this world, you and you are the single person I've truly loved.

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