Sometimes the best way to send a message is through silence, and honestly I don't do this very often with anyone I care about. I have to be pushed pretty far or hurt pretty bad to resort to silence, but there are times I know it is my only choice to prove my worth, to prove how much they mean to me. If I go silent, especially to those I care and love, then trust there is a very valid and strong reason, and often times I won't budge, because the whole point of the silence is for them to know they hurt me, blew me off one too many times for whatever reason, or their actions are just repeating themselves over and over again. I promise you I am very observant and know way more than I let on, I have way of finding things out. Many times, I'll let things play simply because I no longer care anymore on stopping it.
There are times in life, I could have won fights and made arguments, but chose not to because to me it was no longer worth the fight. Sometimes you just realize your down where you're at and are ready for better things. When I go silent, it doesn't mean I stopped caring for you or loving you at all, because trust I do more than ever, but it means I want to matter to you enough that you're willing to chase me down, you're willing to make things happen with us, maybe I've grown tired and hurt of being the only side making that effort.
Maybe I've tried time and time again to prove my love is real and strong, and its shunned or shrugged off so many times that I'm leery on trying anymore. This means if things are to happen, it has to start with you now, not me, I've made my tries time after time, you can't deny that if you're honest.
I'm good in life, I'm happy with my job, glad I'm no longer where I was because I was ready to be done there, it's why I didn't fight to stay. I see all the time, people saying do for yourself and I'm happy doing for me quotes, but deep down those people miss the whole point, true happiness goes beyond doing for yourself, true happiness is for no reason at all doing for others. People often forget one of Jesus' biggest stories in the Bible, the Good Samaritan, the one who does for others first are living the Godly way. It's so simple, God will take of you, let Him, and let God use you to help others, not for personal gain, but simply because you can and they need it. This world is so much bigger than any of us, we all matter no matter what, the more people who get that the better off we are. Don't worry what other's think of you, if you're living the Godly way, then trust God's opinion is the one that matters.
Everything I do is out of love, and I'm still here, I never left. But I will not allow myself to be hurt over and over again, I know my worth in life, it's up to you to realize as well. You mean the world to me, I've proven that to you, but I beg anymore, no matter what happens I promise you I will be happy and just fine, because I know God has me. I'm not afraid of life.
There are times in life, I could have won fights and made arguments, but chose not to because to me it was no longer worth the fight. Sometimes you just realize your down where you're at and are ready for better things. When I go silent, it doesn't mean I stopped caring for you or loving you at all, because trust I do more than ever, but it means I want to matter to you enough that you're willing to chase me down, you're willing to make things happen with us, maybe I've grown tired and hurt of being the only side making that effort.
Maybe I've tried time and time again to prove my love is real and strong, and its shunned or shrugged off so many times that I'm leery on trying anymore. This means if things are to happen, it has to start with you now, not me, I've made my tries time after time, you can't deny that if you're honest.
I'm good in life, I'm happy with my job, glad I'm no longer where I was because I was ready to be done there, it's why I didn't fight to stay. I see all the time, people saying do for yourself and I'm happy doing for me quotes, but deep down those people miss the whole point, true happiness goes beyond doing for yourself, true happiness is for no reason at all doing for others. People often forget one of Jesus' biggest stories in the Bible, the Good Samaritan, the one who does for others first are living the Godly way. It's so simple, God will take of you, let Him, and let God use you to help others, not for personal gain, but simply because you can and they need it. This world is so much bigger than any of us, we all matter no matter what, the more people who get that the better off we are. Don't worry what other's think of you, if you're living the Godly way, then trust God's opinion is the one that matters.
Everything I do is out of love, and I'm still here, I never left. But I will not allow myself to be hurt over and over again, I know my worth in life, it's up to you to realize as well. You mean the world to me, I've proven that to you, but I beg anymore, no matter what happens I promise you I will be happy and just fine, because I know God has me. I'm not afraid of life.
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